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Colossians 1:3-5

Thanksgiving and Prayer

We always thank God, the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, when we pray for you,since we heard of your faith in Christ Jesus and of the love that you have for all the saints, because of the hope laid up for you in heaven. 

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Last week we talked about the letter to the church in Colossae and the purpose behind Pauls writing to them. This week, we read verses 3-5 and there are three words that stand out. Words that we have seen on kitchen walls, on plaques, and various other signage. My heart continues to be drawn to address those three words not as a whole, yet as individual so we get a thorough understanding of each one and how they balance one another throughout scripture. So I’ve decided to break these three verse passages into three weeks of study. Giving each of us plenty of prayer time over the words and this passage. Can you guess which three words? Verse 4, faith and love and then verse 5 hope.

William Hendrickson wrote that Christianity is a life based upon a belief, which is a mighty energizing doctrine. That the Object of our faith is also the Source of our faith. When you understand that concept, it brings such great joy to know that faith is nothing we can do for ourselves. It is the product of a great love that envelopes the whole being for the use of something greater. Another way of saying it is that faith is a work of grace. It’s not a faith in just anything. It is a faith in a redeemer that took on the cost of sin. A saving faith in Jesus Christ.

So if you read that last paragraph and curiously read saving faith, and asked yourself what that is and how does it differ from just the affectionate word faith, then you are reading the right blog at the right time. This is one serious conversation that needs to happen to understand why faith in Jesus Christ is often referred to as saving faith.

Hebrews 11 1:3. Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of  things not seen.For by it the people of old received their commendation. By faith we understand that the universe was created by the word of God, so that what is seen was not made out of  things that are visible.

The definition of faith is a strong belief in something or someone. Faith is something that doesn’t need proof. Sometimes you may hear the term blind faith and relate it to christianity. In all honesty, there is a wee bit of truth to it. Years ago, I was going through a difficult time and although I never questioned my faith, it seemed that I needed those special moments when a song would touch my soul or a kind word or scripture verse would uplift my brokenness. One such moment was when we were on vacation during this time and in a marina where all of the boats were docked the same way, there was one boat that was docked in opposition to the others. What was so amazing was that that particular boats name was called Blind Faith. I chuckled in tears as I was able to look at that name of the boat and allow it to be a reminder of my personal faith in Jesus Christ and all that I am to Him and He to me. It was just another poke to get me to stop in my tracks and focus not on myself, yet on the Lord and His mercy on my life to get me through anything and everything.

The understanding of who God is and what he has done for believers is the foundation of faith. It’s the complete submission of self over to a most Holy Creator and righteous God. Jesus Christ is the savior that took on the provocation of sin through death for those whom the Lord God loves and calls His own. Knowing what Christ has done and who He is is saving faith. In a sermon Charles Spurgeon preached “It’s the kind of faith, faith in Christ Jesus; faith in Him whom the world rejects, whose cross is a stumbling block and whose doctrine is an offense.” I’m sorry, but this is so difficult to understand. How could the world reject and how could His death on the cross be a stumbling block? Sin is a powerful worldly problem. Always has been and always will be until the end of time when God will reign on this earth. Aren’t we seeing it today? There is a strong rejection worldwide to the truths of the gospel. Churches are persecuted and the doctrines of gospel are being challenged in this broken world. It’s no wonder that we need to discuss saving faith and to hear the wisdom of Paul in his letter to the Colossians. We too need to be reminded of Gods gift of grace in faith.

William Bridges, in A Lifting up for the Downcast, gave four descriptions of how faith works within. First, faith brings light into the soul. Secondly, faith takes off unruly affections and sheds light on the fact that fretting and trusting are in opposition of one another. Thirdly, he says that faith heals and purifies the conscience and fourthly it brings the soul nearer to God. He also says that when faith comes, it opens a man’s eyes to see things that are invisible; it is the evidence of things not seen. True saving faith is that which is under the commandment of God and under His promises, overseeing the condition of the soul and preparing it for the work yet to be accomplished. Seeing the hand of God in every situation, every accomplishment and in every dispensation. Faith is giving up our own will to God.

Psalm 37:40 40  The LORD helps them and delivers them; he delivers them from the wicked and saves them, because they take refuge in him.

Faith and faith alone is what upholds the heart to bear against discouragements. Is that to say that one who has faith is never discouraged? Not at all, it is to say however, that one who has true saving faith will not allow discouragement to overtake their soul to a place of drowning in the mire. One that has saving faith is one that may need a nudge or reminder to call upon the Lord at all times and to direct their attention to the affection of the gospel through study and prayer. There are people who would have you believe that in order to have true faith or for true faith to be known there have to be noticeable works. This is simply not true. Faith precedes works and works is a result of faith. The two go together, yet true saving faith uplifts the souls to want to do that which the great commission prescribes. Even in the early days of Christianity, this was a problem. Hence why Paul mentions it here to the Colossians. Jewish tradition of law and work based faith was something that was filtering into the Colossae church. Look what James wrote in the book of James.

James 2:18-26. 18 But someone will say, “You have faith and I have works.” Show me your faith apart from your works, and I will show you my faith by my works. 19 You believe that God is one; you do well. Even the demons believe—and shudder! 20 Do you want to be shown, you foolish person, that faith apart from works is useless? 21 Was not Abraham our father justified by works when he offered up his son Isaac on the altar? 22 You see that faith was active along with his works, and faith was completed by his works; 23 and the Scripture was fulfilled that says, “Abraham believed God, and it was counted to him as righteousness”—and he was called a friend of God. 24 You see that a person is justified by works and not by faith alone. 25 And in the same way was not also Rahab the prostitute justified by works when she received the messengers and sent them out by another way?26 For as the body apart from the spirit is dead, so also faith apart from works is dead.

I’m not sure anyone could have described better what it means to have saving faith than William Guthrie in The Christians Great Interest. Let me quote him here:

” In His saying that Christ is a safe and sure way to heaven. This is being pleased with and acquiescing in that device; and it is consonant to all I know spoken of justifying faith in Scripture. This is the believing on Christ and on His name, the receiving of Him, and resting on Him for salvation, in our Catechism; the believing that Jesus is the Christ, that is, the anointed One, whom the Father hath sealed and set apart, and qualified for the work of reconciling man unto God; and he that believeth that Jesus is the Christ, is born of God. (1John 5:1) This is to believe with the heart that God hath raised Christ from the dead (Acts 8:37). The man believeth Christ died and rose on the account of satisfaction for man’s transgression. Devils may believe that: nay, but the man I speak of believeth it with the heart (which no natural man doth, until a new heart be given unto him); that is, he is cordially pleased, and satisfied with and acquiesceth in, this glorious method. And thus faith layeth out itself now and then in its actings, out-goings, and exercise, according to all the covenant relations under which Christ is held forth in the Scripture.”

Ezekiel 36:26 – And I will give you a new heart, and a new spirit I will put within you. And I will remove the heart of stone from your flesh and give you a heart of flesh.

Titus 3:5 – he saved us, not because of works done by us in righteousness, but according to his own mercy, by the washing of regeneration and renewal of the Holy Spirit,

True saving faith does not also share itself with the world. Yes, we live in the world, yet we are not of the world. There are those who will profess their faith and yet live in the world without giving up that which precedes death and hell. They do not cling to the gospel truths or hunger for their savior and knowledge of His truths. The work of grace upon the heart is of an enlarging nature. Enlarging the heart so it cannot be satisfied with any earthly thing, as Jeremiah Burrough put it in A Treatise on Earthly Mindedness. Burroughs said that there are nine particulars of earthly mindedness, which, go in opposition to a living a life of saving faith. Several of those nine particulars have to do with looking upon things of the earth as the end all be all greatest things ever. Their thoughts are of the earth. The focus of earthly mindedness is filled with distraction, from life endeavors, to family provisions, living as others do in the world, comparisons, and worst of all earthly mindedness individuals conceive heavenly truths in the Word in an earthly way.

John 15:19 – If you were of the world, the world would love you as its own; but because you are not of the world, but I chose you out of the world, therefore the world hates you.

In this letter to the Colossians, Paul is pleased that they have true saving faith and he is writing them to encourage them to stay the path and not to veer from that which they have heard. He is encouraging them that their faith is the only faith that will carry them out of darkness and into the light. From death to life everlasting.

How about you friend? Do you cling to the word of God and to the faith that awakens the soul to dance in truth? Do you hunger for more and find that your interests are no longer of worldly possessions yet are of those of things yet to come? If so then I encourage you to take up your bible and begin reading. Let the words of the gospel penetrate your mind and allow the Holy Spirit to show you where your heart truly lies. Do not be disheartened, be encouraged. We are all on this journey together and God will not fail you if you have true saving faith.

Let’s Have some serious conversations

Colossians 1:1-3

Greeting

Paul, an apostle of Christ Jesus by the will of God, and Timothy our brother, To the saints and faithful brothers in Christ at Colossae: Grace to you and peace from God our Father. We always thank God, the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, when we pray for you,

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 A few weeks ago during our Sunday service, our pastor read from Colossians and I could not get the passage out of my mind. For days I prayed on it and was feeling very convicted that I needed to write about it. Interestingly enough, as I continued to pray over and read and study Colossians, I realized that it was not just one passage that needed to be considered.

Looking around at our world today we see so much chaos. We don’t know who to trust, who to believe, and where to find truth. We wander around day by day with echos of “trust me” rattling around in our heads. Not unlike the wandering of a stray dog. Seeking comfort, truth, and knowledge all seem to be at a distance and the destination is never arrived. Many times questions of “how did we get here” or “what do we do with all of this information? ” or “how do we know what to believe” consume us daily. Studying Colossians, I learned that this is the exact reason that Paul wrote to the Colossians. Let’s take a look at some history to understand what was going on and why the study of Pauls letter to those in the church in Colossae was so important to them back them as much as it is to us today.

Colossae was a city that was located east of Ephesus, on a major trade route along the Lycus River. Paul himself had not visited Colossae nor did he start the church there. It is believed through history and studying the time of his letter to the Colossians that this letter was written approximately around A.D. 62 while Paul was in a Roman prison. He was visited by Epaphras (vs. 7) who is believed to have started the church after visiting and hearing Pauls preaching in Ephesus during the three years he was there. Historical archeological surveys have shown that there was a combination of Roman, Jewish and pagan cults in Colossae.

When Epaphras went to visit Paul in prison, he needed encouragement and support as there was heresy seeping into the church and attempting to unsurp the gospel truths that Paul had preached and Epaphras was sharing. It’s not entirely clear exactly what was going on however, as we continue to dive into Colossians we will begin to get a glimpse of what their conversation may have looked like and the struggles that were going on.

In understanding even this much of the history of the church in Colossae, my heart was leaping in joy at the parallel we face today and the fact that the gospel truths have answers. Paul shares God’s holy word to offer comfort, strength and encouragement. If you are wondering why I say “parallel”, I ask you to consider our communities, social circles, worldly views and what we and our brethren face on a daily basis that goes against christian living and the word of God. We have false teachers and leaders not just on the TV or in our government, we have them in our churches, work places, neighborhoods and with the growing social media outlets, also in our homes. We even see bumper stickers on cars that tell us to “coexist”. How do we keep our focus on biblical truths when we are surrounded by heresy? The answers are in Pauls letter to the Colossians. In the study section of my ESV bible it said that Colossians is one of the most Christ-centered books of the Bible. With the object of believers faith being Christ Jesus, and giving a treasure of knowledge, and glory to a triune God, the book of Colossians reminds believers that they are predestined to a life outside of this world and not to put too much focus on the things of this world.

John 15:19 If you wereof the world, the world would love you as its own; but because you are not of the world, but I chose you out of the world, therefore the world hates you. 

Romans 8:29-30.  For those whom he foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the image of his Son, in order that he might be the firstborn among many brothers.  And those whom he predestined he also called, and those whom he called healso justified, and those whom he justified he also glorified.

One of the things that really stuck out to me in studying this is that Epaphras was not a trained preacher and was not someone of known status. He was a hearer of the gospels truths and began to share those truths with others. Epaphras was from what we gather the founder of the church in Colossae and he was being used by God without pomp and circumstance. Matthew Henry said “God is sometimes pleased to make use of the ministry of those who are less of note, and lower gifts, for doing great service to his church. God uses what hands he pleases and is not tied to those of note, that the excellence of power may appear to be of god and not of men. “

2 Corinthians 4:7  But we have this treasure in jars of clay, to show that the surpassing power belongsto God and not to us.

Epaphras is not the only teacher that we are surprised to see in the gospel who helped to grow God’s church. Let’s consider Paul himself. Paul was a terror to followers of Christ, yet God took ahold of him and he was not only then, yet is also today in his writing a trusted mentor and teacher for the Lord in support of His holy Word. We’ve read of Timothy. A young man who had obvious adversity in his life, who was young and dealt with fears, doubts, weakness and self doubting. Yet, with council and encouraging words from Paul, his life was not forsaken nor forgotten by the Lord and he was also used in the ministry of God’s gospel truth. Sinclair Ferguson said in Grow In Grace “Timothy had grown so firm and strong in his witness that he had been willing to suffer even imprisonment for the sake of Christ. If, as we suggested earlier spiritual growth is measured not only by external indications but by the amount of opposition which has to be overcome in order to express them – then Timothy had grown greatly in grace. ”

We read of the importance of Epaphras’ ministry (Paul calls Epaphras “beloved fellow servant”) as we see Pauls greeting to the Colossians when he wrote “To the Saints and faithful brothers in Christ at Colossae.” Paul considered the believers in Colossae to be his brethren in faith. Paul loved them and had enough concern for their well being as he would any other church that he himself had started. Matthew Henry wrote “Pauls example of loving the church in Colossae as much as any church he himself planted should remind us of the blessing to care for and water what others have planted.” Think of it this way, God is the master builder, Christ is the foundation and the Word is the structure of which the saints glorify the holy creator.

1 Corinthians 1:2 – To the church of God that is in Corinth, to those sanctified in Christ Jesus, called to be saints together with all those who in every place call upon the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, both their Lord and ours:

Paul knew that the church of Colossae was struggling and yet he addressed the church with praises of thanksgiving to God, letting them know that it is His affection upon them that Paul is grateful for.

Thanking God, Paul gives recognition that He is the father of Jesus Christ. That He deserves all praises and glory, no one else. This is the theme throughout the whole letter to the Colossians, that Christ is the ONLY and ALL sufficient Savior. We will continue to see this throughout Colossians.

Colossians 1:3 We always thank God, the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, when we pray for you.

Do you understand why my heart was joyful? This letter can help those who are feeling the pull to believe that there is “something” or “someone” else who is “all sufficient” for their problems other than Christ. It’s a reminder to the saints that NO ONE is sufficient outside of Christ. There is not one prophet, deity, modern religion, world leader, new age book, new age belief, idol or anything/anyone else that can fill the void of hopelessness. The blood shed of our Lord Jesus Christ and the empty cross, of which he once hung, is the one and only consideration and answer when it comes to all sufficiency in this world for everything.

The book of Colossians is a book that we read today to remind ourselves that no matter what people call “truths”, if they are counteractive to the gospel truth and the Word, then we need to turn away and walk the other direction. We need to turn off the buzz in out homes whether it be TV, social media outlets, or even unbelieving family and friends. Its a book to give courage to the meek, strength to the week and hope for those who are struggling.

I look forward to going through Colossians with you. Next week, my hope is to go through vs. 4-8. There is SO much to talk about.

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Let’s Have some serious conversations

Matthew 7:6

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I wanted to start today with a short recap of last week and what the importance is of Matthew 7:1-5 with this passage that we study today. We learned in 7:1-5 that we are held back from glorifying the Lord when we have a censorious spirit about us.  When we critically judge others within our Christian community, we often times become a stumbling block.  Not just for them, yet also for ourselves in our growth of growing in grace with the Lord.  Being censorious, we are often times hypercritical and overcritical while also being hypocritical.  

We learned that in order for us to have obedience to the truths of God in serving Him, we need to seek out that which is in our own natural sinful heart first, then we will be able to help others with crucial, proper and acceptable discernment to help them.  We know from Proverbs  27:17 that iron sharpens iron, and one man sharpens another. If we are a stumbling block to ourselves, we will surely be a stumbling block to others.  If we are living examples of Christ living in us, then we can help one another through not just our words, but also through our actions show how they too can live Godly lives.  

Although last weeks study, 7:1-5 is separate from 7:6, it was a great lead in.  It allowed us observe our own vileness of heart, before we can reach out to another.  Though these passages are divided into two sections, their context of how others see us, offers wisdom in approaching not just our brethren in the church, yet also those we encounter out in the world. 

In 7:1-5 we are cautioned about our censorious spirit, which if you will remember is incorrectly critically judging another.  In 7:6 we are working through proper discernment of how we reach out and share Godly wisdom with those within our church as well as those whom we encounter that do not know Him and who are not believers at the time of which we are speaking.  

As I prayed about this lesson, studied this lesson, one thing continued to stand out.  There are just about enough scripture verses to carry this lesson without a whole lot of unnecessary commentary.  Not that some clarifications aren’t needed, it’s just that the Word of God answers the questions that one may stumble upon when reading this passage.  It was SO interesting to read all of the commentaries and books only to find that they too were referencing so many of the same verses.  So through the leading of the Holy Spirit, I asked some questions and proceeded to look for the answers.  Understanding that scripture is not unlike an onion or a pearl, there are layers yet to be revealed, bringing about the most perfect gem, God’s Holy wisdom of living a Holy servants life.  

I asked some key questions about the verse and decided to break down the answers using scripture verses. Using commentary when needed to explain. This is how I taught this lesson and I hope it will give you some clarity and that you will be blessed by this lesson.

  1. What is the historical context for Jesus using dogs and pigs?  Hendrickson laid out some of the biblical characteristics of dogs and pigs (and those to whom the lowest of the low in society were compared to) which are worth taking a look at so that we can understand clearly the placement and Jesus’ usage of dogs and pigs in this passage.

For clarification purposes, before we read the verses, it needs to be understood that dogs and swine were not your common house pets.  They were considered to be filthy, unclean, and the lowest of the low in the animal world.  Dogs, were often times scavengers, roaming the cities.  They were violent, savage,fierce, dangerous, half wild animals and were considered to be evil.  Jews often times referred to the Gentiles as society dogs.  We are to learn from these passages that it is the type of dog we are to be aware of.

So let’s take a look at the verses that help us see what scripture has to say about dogs.

Dogs were threatening:  

Psalm 22:16 – For dogs encompass me; a company of evildoers encircle me;

Psalm 22:20 – Deliver my soul from the sword, my precious wife from the power of the dog!

Philippians 3:2 – Look out for the dogs, look out for the evildoers, look out for those who mutilate the flesh.

Dogs howl and snare:  

Psalm 59:6 – Each evening they come back, howling like dogs and prowling about the city.

Dogs are greedy and shameless:

Isaiah 56:11 – The dogs have a mighty appetite; they never have enough.

Dogs are an abomination to the Lord:

Exodus 22:31 – “you shall be consecrated to me.  Therefore you shall not eat any flesh that is torn by beasts in the field; you shall throw it to the dogs.

Deuteronomy 23:18 –  You shall not bring the fee of a prostitute or the wages of a dog into the house of the Lord your God in payment for any vow, for both of these are an abomination to the Lord your God.

More references:  1Kings 22:38

God had a special curse for the wicked, by use of dogs:

Jeremiah 15:3 – I will appoint over them four kinds of destroyers, declares the Lord: the sword to kill, the dogs to tear, and the birds of the air and the beasts of the earth to devour and destroy.

1Kings 14:11 – “Anyone belonging to Jeroboam who dies in the city the dogs shall eat, and anyone who dies in the open country the birds of the heavens shall eat, for the Lord has spoken it.”

1Kings 16:4 – Anyone belonging to Baasha who dies in the city, the dogs shall eat, and anyone of his who dies in the field the birds of the heavens shall eat.

1Kings 21:23 – And of Jezebel the Lord also said, ‘The dogs shall eat Jezebel within the walls of Jezreel.’

More references:  1Kings 21:24, Psalm 68:23

One theologian identifies dogs as people living in incurable ungodliness. John Stott when referencing Calvin, said that “the names of dogs and pigs are given to those who, by clear evidences, have manifested a hardened contempt of God, so that their disease appears to be incurable.”

Pigs in scripture were also unclean animals.  They too were an abomination to the Lord and were also known as a refuge for demons.

How do we know this to be true? Let’s examine some scripture verses.

Pigs were unclean:

Leviticus 11:7 – And the pig, because it parts the hoof and is cloven-footed but does not chew the cud, is unclean to you.

Deuteronomy 14:8 – And the pig, because it parts the hoof but does not chew the cud, is unclean for you.  Their flesh you shall not eat, and their carcasses you shall not touch.

Pigs, when their flesh was eaten was an abomination:

Isaiah 66:3 – “He who slaughters an ox is like one who kills a man; he who sacrifices a lamb, like one who breaks a dog’s neck; he who presents a grain offering, like one who offers pig’s blood he who makes a memorial offering of frankincense, like one who blesses an idol. These have chosen their own ways, and their soul delights in their abominations;

Isaiah 66:17 – “Those who sanctify and purify themselves to go into the gardens, following one in the midst, eating pig’s flesh and the abomination and mice, shall come to an end together, declares the Lord.

Pigs were considered to be a refuge for demons:

Mark 5:13 – So he gave them permission.  And the unclean spirits came out and entered the pigs; and the herd, numbering about two thousand, rushed down the steep bank into the sea and drowned in the sea.

More references: Matthew 8:31-32, Luke 8:32-33

So, now at this point, we understand the vileness of the usage of Dogs and Pigs in 7:6.  Did Jesus actually call anyone by those names, not necessarily, yet the use of these adjectives describes the unholiness of an unbeliever and that discernment is necessary in order to understand who is to receive and to not receive the gospel truths. 

Moving On, let’s look at question 2, the word Pearls and holy.  

2.  What is the significance of the usage of pearls in this passage?  What about the relevance of pearls to that which is “holy”?

Pearls at that time were not like they are today.  They were not located a the local dime store, they were not made of plastic, They were genuine and took years to become the precious gems that they were. Pearls were harvested from the Indian Ocean and the Persian Gulf.  Their value was greater than that of the average persons wealth.  One would have to sell all of their possessions just to own a pearl.  

How valuable were they considered? 

Pearls were valuable:

Matthew 13:45 – “Again, the kingdom of heaven is like a merchant in search of fine pearls, 

Revelation 18:16 – “Alas, alas, for the great city that was clothed in fine linen, in purple and scarlet, adorned with gold, with jewels, and with pearls!

Revelation 21:21 – And the twelve gates were twelve pearls, each of the gates made of a single pearl, and the street of the city was pure gold, like transparent glass.

 I next want to look at the word holy in this passage.  Hendrickson said that the holy in this passage is that which is set apart from God.  It is sacred. Looking up the root word of the adjective holy, comes from the Old English work Halig, and is related to the German work Helig, meaning blessed. So what is sacred, blessed and set apart from God?   

The Word in this passage is holy:

John 1:1 – In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.

Exodus 34:27 – And the Lord said to Moses, “write these words, for in accordance with these words I have made a covenant with you and with Israel.”

Deuteronomy 6:6 – And these words that I command you today shall be on your heart.

Proverbs 16:20 – Whoever gives thought to the word will discover good, and blessed is he who trusts in the Lord.

Matthew 4:4 – But he answered, “it is written, “Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that comes from the mouth of God.”

Revelation 1:3 – Blessed is the one who reads aloud the words of this prophecy, and blessed are those who hear, and who keep what is written in it, for the time is near.

Revelation 22:7 – “And behold, I am coming soon.  Blessed is the one who keeps the word of the prophecy of this book.”

 Boyce wrote that “thy word is like a deep, deep mine; and jewels rich and rare are hidden in its mighty depths for every searcher there. “ 

Before we tie these passages all together I want to look at question 3.

3.  What is the great commission and why is it important to us while considering this passage?

Matthew 28:16-20 – Now the eleven disciples went to Galilee, to the mountain to which Jesus had directed them.And when they saw him they worshiped him, but some doubted.And Jesus came and said to them, “All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me.Go therefore and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all that I have commanded you. And behold, I am with you always, to the end of the age.”

 Ok, so…stopping there, I want to condense what we have thus far so that it’s concise and hopefully understandable.  We are called by Jesus, to go out into the World, to make disciples of all nations, through not just baptizing them with the Holy Spirit, yet also by teaching.  We are to do this all with an understanding that as Daniel 12:10b said, “none of the wicked shall understand, but those who are wise shall understand.”  That there are those of whom the most holiest part of the Gospel is not to be shared with.  Everyone with me thus far?  

4.  After reading the great commission, one would assume that we are to share the gospel with anyone and everyone that we meet or know.   Yet, 7:6 is actually telling us to have discernment on the sharing of the whole word of the gospel.  Why is discernment necessary?

Does this mean as I wrote in question 4 of your outline that we are to share the gospel with anyone and everyone we meet or know?  That everyone will be Kingdom Citizens as Susan Heck refers to?  No.  What he is saying is that we have to have discernment.  Why?  Well, let’s look at that together. 

Proverbs 9:7-9 – Whoever corrects a scoffer gets himself abuse, and he who reproves a wicked man incurs injury. Do not reprove a scoffer, or he will hate you; reprove a wise man, and he will love you. Give instruction to a wise man, and he will be still wiser; teach a righteous man, and he will increase in learning.

Isaiah 56:10 – His watchmen are blind; they are all without knowledge; they are all silent dogs; they cannot bark, dreaming, lying down loving to slumber.

Zephaniah 1:17 – I will bring distress on mankind, so that they shall walk like the blind, because they have sinned against the Lord; their blood shall be poured out like dust, and their flesh like dung.

2 Thessalonians 2:11-12 – Therefore God sends them a strong delusion, so that they may believe what is false, in order that all may be condemned who did not believe the truth but had pleasure in unrighteousness.

John 15:18-19 – “If the world hates you, know that it has hated me before it hated you. If you were of the world, the world would love you as its own; but because you are not of the world, but I chose you out of the world, therefore the world hates you.

Romans 1:18 – For the wrath of God is revealed from heaven against all ungodliness and unrighteousness of men, who by their unrighteousness suppress the truth.

Discernment then is necessary because God does not allow the wicked to hear the truth.  There are those that will be lost into the mire of their own wickedness, never to know the blessings of a merciful, saving God.  If we try to pursue teaching one who has a hardened heart, thinking that we are going to do all the saving for him by sharing the truth with him, can actually lead him into a worsened state of being before God. 

There is also another lesson to be learned about the pursuing of the wicked to living righteous lives to no avail that we need to understand.   When God has not softened a heart or regenerated it as we reformers call it, then we are wasting God’s precious serving ministry time.  We need to be aware that there are fertile fields yet to be attended to where the sheep wander.  How do we know this to be true?  Jesus tells us:

Let’s look at together Matthew 9:36-38 and John 4:34-35

Matthew 9:36-38 When he saw the crowds, he had compassion for them, because they were harassed and helpless, like sheep without a shepherd. 37 Then he said to his disciples, “The harvest is plentiful, but the laborers are few; 38 therefore pray earnestly to the Lord of the harvest to send out laborers into his harvest.”

John 4:34-35 Jesus said to them, “My food is to do the will of him who sent me and to accomplish his work. 35 Do you not say, ‘There are yet four months, then comes the harvest’? Look, I tell you, lift up your eyes, and see that the fields are white for harvest.

At this point in our study today, we understand the who that Jesus is talking about, we understand the why in this verse and we understand the what.  Now let’s look at the how.  In order to do that, we need to first understand that our audience is very important.  Jesus understood this and used great discernment when he preached.  Jesus understood and knew the difference in recognizing those with an unregenerate heart.  So he used different methods in teaching.  These methods were based on His audience.  Let’s take a look at question 5 .

5.  Depending upon the audience that Jesus had, he taught in many different ways.  What are some examples of the ways in which Jesus taught and how did He himself showed discernment in his teaching?

John 1:43-51 – The next day Jesus decided to go to Galilee. He found Philip and said to him, “Follow me.” Now Philip was from Bethsaida, the city of Andrew and Peter. Philip found Nathanael and said to him, “We have found him of whom Moses in the Law and also the prophets wrote, Jesus of Nazareth, the son of Joseph.” Nathanael said to him, “Can anything good come out of Nazareth?” Philip said to him, “Come and see.” Jesus saw Nathanael coming toward him and said of him, “Behold, an Israelite indeed, in whom there is no deceit!” Nathanael said to him, “How do you know me?” Jesus answered him, “Before Philip called you, when you were under the fig tree, I saw you.” Nathanael answered him, “Rabbi, you are the Son of God! You are the King of Israel!” Jesus answered him, “Because I said to you, ‘I saw you under the fig tree,’ do you believe? You will see greater things than these.” And he said to him, “Truly, truly, I say to you, you will see heaven opened, and the angels of God ascending and descending on the Son of Man.”

Matthew 15:21-28 -And Jesus went away from there and withdrew to the district of Tyre and Sidon. And behold, a Canaanite woman from that region came out and was crying, “Have mercy on me, O Lord, Son of David; my daughter is severely oppressed by a demon.”But he did not answer her a word. And his disciples came and begged him, saying, “Send her away, for she is crying out after us.” He answered, “I was sent only to the lost sheep of the house of Israel.” But she came and knelt before him, saying, “Lord, help me.” And he answered, “It is not right to take the children’s bread and throw it to the dogs.” She said, “Yes,  Lord, yet even the dogs eat the crumbs that fall from their masters’ table.” Then Jesus answered her, “O woman, great is your faith! Be it done for you as you desire.” And her daughter was healed instantly.

John 3:1-15 – Now there was a man of the Pharisees named Nicodemus, a ruler of the Jews. This man came to Jesus by night and said to him, “Rabbi, we know that you are a teacher come from God, for no one can do these signs that you do unless God is with him.” Jesus answered him, “Truly, truly, I say to you, unless one is born again he cannot see the kingdom of God.” Nicodemus said to him, “How can a man be born when he is old? Can he enter a second time into his mother’s womb and be born?” Jesus answered, “Truly, truly, I say to you, unless one is born of water and the Spirit, he cannot enter the kingdom of God. That which is born of the flesh is flesh, and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit. Do not marvel that I said to you, ‘You must be born again.’ The wind blows where it wishes, and you hear its sound, but you do not know where it comes from or where it goes. So it is with everyone who is born of the Spirit.” Nicodemus said to him, “How can these things be?” Jesus answered him, “Are you the teacher of Israel and yet you do not understand these things? Truly, truly, I say to you, we speak of what we know, and bear witness to what we have seen, but you do not receive our testimony. If I have told you earthly things and you do not believe, how can you believe if I tell you heavenly things? No one has ascended into heaven except he who descended from heaven, the Son of Man. And as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, so must the Son of Man be lifted up, that whoever believes in him may have eternal life.

John 4:5-36 – So he came to a town of Samaria called Sychar, near the field that Jacob had given to his son Joseph. Jacob’s well was there; so Jesus, wearied as he was from his journey, was sitting beside the well. It was about the sixth hour. A woman from Samaria came to draw water. Jesus said to her, “Give me a drink.” (For his disciples had gone away into the city to buy food.). The Samaritan woman said to him, “How is it that you, a Jew, ask for a drink from me, a woman of Samaria?” (For Jews have no dealings with Samaritans.) Jesus answered her, “If you knew the gift of God, and who it is that is saying to you, ‘Give me a drink,’ you would have asked him, and he would have given you living water.” The woman said to him, “Sir, you have nothing to draw water with, and the well is deep. Where do you get that living water? Are you greater than our father Jacob? He gave us the well and drank from it himself, as did his sons and his livestock.” Jesus said to her, “Everyone who drinks of this water will be thirsty again, but whoever drinks of the water that I will give him will never be thirsty again. The water that I will give him will become in him a spring of water welling up to eternal life.” The woman said to him, “Sir, give me this water, so that I will not be thirsty or have to come here to draw water.”Jesus said to her, “Go, call your husband, and come here.” The woman answered him, “I have no husband.” Jesus said to her, “You are right in saying, ‘I have no husband’; for you have had five husbands, and the one you now have is not your husband. What you have said is true.” The woman said to him, “Sir, I perceive that you are a prophet. Our fathers worshiped on this mountain, but you say that in Jerusalem is the place where people ought to worship.” Jesus said to her, “Woman, believe me, the hour is coming when neither on this mountain nor in Jerusalem will you worship the Father. You worship what you do not know; we worship what we know, for salvation is from the Jews. But the hour is coming, and is now here, when the true worshipers will worship the Father in spirit and truth, for the Father is seeking such people to worship him. God is spirit, and those who worship him must worship in spirit and truth.” The woman said to him, “I know that Messiah is coming (he who is called Christ). When he comes, he will tell us all things.” Jesus said to her, “I who speak to you am he.”

These 4 examples have given a glimpse into understanding how Jesus recognized those whom were to or were not to receive the gospel.  

I’ve highlighted in bold the verses above to point out the differences. Anyone find them?  For some, he gave an appetizer, to others he gave a meal.  Another verse, from John 10:27 tells us that “(Gods) sheep hear (His) voice, and (He) knows them and they follow (Him).”

John 10:27 – My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me.

Jesus’ use of parables is a great example of discernment on his part.  Parables, if you remember, were told to those who lived before the resurrection of Christ.  They did not yet have the full or complete picture to help interpret.  That being said, some understood, because they “knew” their master, where as others may have been given a partial understanding that was just enough to cause them a burdened soul and an infuriated spirit. Just as we talked about last week, those with hardened hearts, had critical spirits, and a habitual lifestyle of condemning, which blinded them to the truth.  

If you are asking yourself if Jesus did this on purpose, of course he did. Jesus shared the meaning with his disciples with full disclosure.  They knew Him to be the messiah, and just in case they needed the clarification of the parable, He gave it to them.   (For reference take a look at Mark 4:33-34.)

Jesus’ approach, was either gradual as we saw above, taking his time with them, or he was swift in his delivery.  

Let’s look at Mark 10:21. – 21 And Jesus, looking at him, loved him, and said to him, “You lack one thing: go, sell all that you have and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven; and come, follow me.”

Can you imagine?  Swift delivery with truth that cannot be ignored.  Jesus understood and we are learning that a theological debate with anyone, cannot and will not be successful until the audience in which we face has an acceptance of God and truly understands who Christ is.  This is the reason that as we read above, Nicodemus and the woman of Samaria were not given full disclosure of the saving grace of the Lord and of His kingdom promises… The did not completely understand who He was.  

Moving on, let’s look at question 6.  

6.  What should we do if we face a hostile disposition who is not the recipient of a regenerated heart.  Someone who is offended by the Word of God’s truth?  What did Jesus tell His disciples?

Mark 6:10-11 – And he said to them, “Whenever you enter a house, stay there untilyou depart from there.  And if any place will not receive you and they will not listen to you, when you leave, shake off the dust that is on your feet as a testimony against them.”

Acts 13:50-51 – But the Jews incited the devout women of high standing and the leading men of the city, stirred up persecution against Paul and Barnabas, and drop them out of their district.  But they shook off the dust from their feet against them and went to Iconium. 

Acts 18:5-7 – When Silas and Timothy arrived from Macedonia, Paul was occupied with the word, testifying to the Jews that the Christ was Jesus.  And when they opposed and reviled him, he shook out his garments and said to them, “Your blood will be on your own heads! I am innocent.  From now on I will go to the Gentiles.”  And he left there and went to the house of a man named Titius Justus, a worshiper of God. His house was next door to the synagogue.

Titus 3:8-11 – The saying is trustworthy, and I want you to insist on these things, so that those who have believed in God may be careful to devote themselves to good works. These things are excellent and profitable for people. But avoid foolish controversies, genealogies, dissensions, and quarrels about the law, for they are unprofitable and worthless.As for a person who stirs up division, after warning him once and then twice, have nothing more to do with him,knowing that such a person is warped and sinful; he is self-condemned.

Shake the dust off our feet and move on.  There is nothing we can do.  As Susan Heck said, our responsibility is to share the gospel, their response is not up to us, it is up to God.  If God chooses for them to have a closed off heart then so be it.  It doesn’t mean that the person is completely lost, since the Lord can at any time soften that heart.  It does mean that at that time, enough is enough.  

So, as we begin to wrap it all up, we feel like we are “in the know” so to speak, where do we go from here?  What does our application look like to and how do we go about that which God has called us to do?  There can be no doubt that reinventing the wheel is a waste of precious serving time, so I want to take a look at what Susan Heck presented in suggesting how we go about sharing the gospel. She suggests that there are the 4 L’s in sharing the gospel: Lone God, Loving God, Living God, Lord God.

Lone God: Malachi 2:10, Mark 12:32, James 2:19 and 1 Timothy 2:5-6

Loving God: John 3:16-17, Romans 5:6-10, Titus 3:3-7, 1John 4:9-11, John 15:16

Living God: 1 Corinthians 15:3-4, Matthew 28:1-7, 1 Corinthians 15:17-19

Lord God: Acts 16:31, Luke 6:46-49

So we have answered all the who, when, why, how questions in this passage and we have been given some application.  Let’s just ask ourselves one last question. 

8.  Why does all this matter?  What is the significance of living a life serving God, with a meek and quiet spirit, humbly aware of our own sin, and discerning the journey in leading others?

Matthew 28:16-20 (Above)

2 Timothy 4:1-8 – I charge you in the presence of God and of Christ Jesus, who is to judge the living and the dead, and by his appearing and his kingdom: preach the word; be ready in season and out of season; reprove, rebuke, and exhort, with complete patience and teaching. For the time is coming when people will not endure sound teaching, but having itching ears they will accumulate for themselves teachers to suit their own passions, and will turn away from listening to the truth and wander off into myths. As for you, always be sober-minded, endure suffering, do the work of an evangelist, fulfill your ministry. For I am already being poured out as a drink offering, and the time of my departure has come. I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith. Henceforth there is laid up for me the crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous judge, will award to me on that day, and not only to me but also to all who have loved his appearing.

Jude 17-25 – But you must remember, beloved, the predictions of the apostles of our Lord Jesus Christ. They said to you, “In the last time there will be scoffers, following their own ungodly passions.” It is these who cause divisions, worldly people, devoid of the Spirit. But you, beloved, building yourselves up in your most holy faith and praying in the Holy Spirit, keep yourselves in the love of God, waiting for the mercy of our Lord Jesus Christ that leads to eternal life. And have mercy on those who doubt; save others by snatching them out of the fire; to others show mercy with fear, hating even the garment stained by the flesh. Doxology Now to him who is able to keep you from stumbling and to present you blameless before the presence of his glory with great joy, to the only God, our Savior, through Jesus Christ our Lord, be glory, majesty, dominion, and authority, before all time and now and forever. Amen.

2Peter 1:19-21 – And we have the prophetic word more fully confirmed, to which you will do well to pay attention as to a lamp shining in a dark place, until the day dawns and the morning star rises in your hearts, knowing this first of all, that no prophecy of Scripture comes from someone’s own interpretation. For no prophecy was ever produced by the will of man, but men spoke from God as they were carried along by the Holy Spirit.

One more verse I think it is important to consider, is the verse we read on one Sunday in our church. From 1Corinthians 13:13 – So now, faith, hope and love abide, these three; but the greatest of these is love. 

If we love serving God, through serving our brethren and those whom the Lord allows us to share the gospel with, let us do so with love.  Let our examples of a Christ like character stand out.  Let us stand before a righteous God as the clay before the potter, not unblemished, not perfect, yet with an easiness of allowing Him and him alone to mold us into the creation He desires.  If we do that, then we cannot fail our brethren, we cannot fail ourselves, and we most certainly cannot fail God.  

Thank you friends for joining me on this journey. I hope this lesson has blessed you.

Let’s Have Some Serious Conversations – Prequel

Let’s sit for awhile and ponder….together!

Most recently I had the honor and privilege of helping with the teaching team at our church in the Ladies Bible Study. I had been approached just about a year ago to consider the opportunity of which I prayed over for a month. I did not take this request with a grain of salt. I knew that the importance of this role, and understood that it would be a task that would need careful consideration, needed to be seeped in prayer, and needed to be taken seriously.

Anyone who knows me, knows that my “enjoyment” of public speaking is not exactly enjoyment. I am not comfortable in that role, yet the Lord continues to bless me the opportunity to do so. Opening doors that I would not open myself. He challenges me to climb out of that comfort zone and dive into situations where He will be glorified.

The first time I spoke to a group was over 10 years ago. I was the Women’s Ministry Director at our church and I had been asked to speak at the Women’s Advent by Candlelight dinner. I prayed and prayed over this. As uncomfortable as it was, I knew the Lord had a plan. Little did I know that that opportunity would prep me to speak and be a part of sharing the gospel with others, not as I wanted to yet as He wanted me to.

I have never been a person who has been comfortable in my own skin. I feel very awkward, I lack self confidence, my fiends have played drinking games over my continuous usage of the word “sorry”, and I just never feel as though I fit into any situation. I have strong opinions of which I keep held tight to the breast unless approached to give, and I will only do so if I feel completely “safe”. Safe in that the person receiving the opinion will love me no matter what and I have confidence that we can discuss without harboring any ill will. That safe person is the person that can politely tell me they have a different opinion and we can discuss….not debate or argue. We share mutual respect for one another.

When I came to know the Lord, I was a new mom and I was learning what it meant to live a life that was Christ centered. I had grown up in the church, yet I did not have a Christ centered heart until I attended my first bible study after the birth of my son. Since that time, I have, for over 24 years, often wondered what the Lord would do with me. I have found myself challenged with the love to study God’s word and not knowing what to with what I knew or learn. So when I was asked to help with the teaching at the women’s bible study, I was asking God if this is really where I needed to be. I kept making up excuses as to reasons why and was literally getting ready to call and tell them I was unable when the Lord would close the “excuse out clause” that I had come up with. Finally, I had to resolve that the Lord had a plan and as usual His plan is always bigger than mine.

You may be asking yourself, where this is all going. Well, I spent 7 months in the depths of scripture, in commentaries, and books that ranged from the 1600’s to today. I taught 6 lessons in front of women, which were also recorded and now on zoom. Was I a nervous wreck? Of course, yet the Lord calmed my heart the minute I started to speak. He gave me peace and the strength I needed to continue on. It brought great joy to my heart to humble myself to His will and to His calling and follow His leading. I have no regrets and am humbly aware that I did not do any of those lessons on my own. It was as if He was sitting right there beside me holding my hand and giving me a gentle squeeze if I fumbled in my wording or got lost in my notes. It was not ME that delivered those messages. It was the Holy Spirit working through me to deliver what He had to say and what He wanted the ladies to learn.

As I look back on the year and the lessons I taught, I can personally see the growth in my prayer life, in my study time, in my trust of a Holy Creator and the blessings that are yet to come all because I followed His lead. There is no credit due to my own abilities, and no credit due to anyone other than the Lord. Who lead me to books I’ve read before, to books that I knew of yet did not yet know the purpose of the direction the Lord was taking me, until He took me there. I praise Him for the opportunity that He gave me to dive in and seek Him first, then to share what He was teaching me to others. I praise Him for giving me the opportunity this past year so that I would build up my study time from a measly 20 min. to several hours of in-depth study where I was unable to walk away. This brings such joy to my soul.

The convictions that I’ve had weighing on my heart since those lessons, has led me to want to build up this blog that has sat dormant for almost two years. Sharing what I am learning in my own studies and in what I also taught. Hence for this prequel of what is yet to come.

I am devoting my learning to sharing with you my followers. I am preparing lessons to share with you so that you too can learn what I have. So that together we can hopefully bring back the longing of the Word and of the Lord. I read a few weeks back that church memberships had dropped 50% in one year, 2020. My husband said it was due to the pandemic. I reread the headliner and was able to comprehend that it wasn’t “that churches had lost 50% of their worshippers in services”, it said “membership”. That’s a huge loss for the Kingdom of God. Perhaps, for Him and for His eternal glory to shine through, we need to stand together, learn together, study together and to be in prayer together. Will you join me? I hope you will. I look forward to it.

First conversation I want to have is on Matthew 7:1-5. You are likely asking yourself why I would start with such a difficult and yet important topic. Let me just say that this is one of the things I think holds us back from loving one another completely. In all of our encounters, this topic is very important to understand. So we will start there. Read it, pray over it, study it until we meet again next week. What is the Lord sharing with you when you read it?

Make sure you are following me and are getting the notices of my posts. Please make sure that if you have comments or additions, know that I would love and appreciate the leading of the Holy Spirit in your understanding of these topics, so please post them. Please do not however, think that this is an open debate forum. Do you own biblical research on the topic at hand and remember that we need to be respectful of one another. I will address each comment, concern or question the next post.

See you next Tuesday. To God be the Glory!

Let’s Talk And Get Real For A Moment

Currently, we have been isolated and in our homes, for nearly 5 months and our lives as we once knew it have been changed. We are looking around at our world, seeing things that we never thought we would see in our life time. Our friends and family members have differing opinions about the reason for our isolation, they have differing opinions about the agenda of the politics, they have differing opinions about societies response to the sinful natures of man, they have differing opinions about the economy and they have differing opinions about just about everything. At least that’s how we see it when we are confronted with one another. What in the world has happened? How did we get here? Why is it as such and what are we to do about it? So many questions with only one answer. Sin!

Sin has our society creating devices to injure one another, creating chaos where there once was peace, creating barriers where once there was freedom, creating falsehoods where there once was truths and creating situations of disorganization where there once was order. Sin has brother attacking brother, sons and daughters arguing with parents, families waging war against one another, friends unfriending one another on social media, youth dissension turning against and destroying historical remembrances, and moral degradation against the elderly.

What is sin? Sin is an immoral act considered to be a transgression against divine law. (Dictionary definition). Where did sin come from? Sin came from the fall of man through Adam and his act against Gods divine rule of law in the Garden of Eden. What does the Bible say about sin and how do we deal with the sinful nature of our brethren, family, friends, neighbors, and leaders? Let me quote some scripture verses to help you understand what we are dealing with today and what you can do about it. I will do it all with scripture.

Who sins?

  • Romans 3:23 For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God,
  • James 4:17 So whoever knows the right thing to do and fails to do it, for him it is sin.
  • 1John 3:4 So whoever knows the right thing to do and fails to do it, for him it is sin.

What should we do about sin?

  • James 4:7 Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.
  • 1John 1:9 If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
  • John 3:16-17 If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
  • Proverbs 28:13 Whoever conceals his transgressions will not prosper, but he who confesses and forsakes them will obtain mercy.
  • 1Peter 2:24 He himself bore our sins in his body on the tree, that we might die to sin and live to righteousness. By his wounds you have been healed.
  • Romans 6:23 For the wages of sin is death, but the free gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.

How shall we handle those around us who continue to sin?

  • Isaiah 1:18 “Come now, let us reason together, says the Lord: though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red like crimson, they shall become like wool.
  • Matthew 15:17-20 Do you not see that whatever goes into the mouth passes into the stomach and is expelled? But what comes out of the mouth proceeds from the heart, and this defiles a person. For out of the heart come evil thoughts, murder, adultery, sexual immorality, theft, false witness, slander. These are what defile a person. But to eat with unwashed hands does not defile anyone.”
  • 1Peter 4:8 Above all, keep loving one another earnestly, since love covers a multitude of sins.
  • 2Timothy 1:7 For God gave us a spirit not of fear but of power and love and self-control.
  • Proverbs 13:15 Good sense wins favor, but the way of the treacherous is their ruin.
  • Galations 5:13-14 For you were called to freedom, brothers. Only do not use your freedom as an opportunity for the flesh, but through love serve one another.   For the whole law is fulfilled in one word: “You shall love your neighbor as yourself.” 

How do we overcome the fear of the present day?

  • Isaiah 41:10 Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
  • 1Peter 5:7 Casting all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you.
  • Romans 8:15 For you did not receive the spirit of slavery to fall back into fear, but you have received the Spirit of adoption as sons, by whom we cry, “Abba! Father!”
  • Joshua 1:9 Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be frightened, and do not be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go.”
  • John 14:27 Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you. Not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your hearts be troubled, neither let them be afraid.
  • Psalm 34:4 I sought the Lord, and he answered me and delivered me from all my fears.

What about our earthly state leaders? Our Government?

  • Romans 13:1-14 Let every person be subject to the governing authorities. For there is no authority except from God, and those that exist have been instituted by God. Therefore whoever resists the authorities resists what God has appointed, and those who resist will incur judgment. For rulers are not a terror to good conduct, but to bad. Would you have no fear of the one who is in authority? Then do what is good, and you will receive his approval, for he is God’s servant for your good. But if you do wrong, be afraid, for he does not bear the sword in vain. For he is the servant of God, an avenger who carries out God’s wrath on the wrongdoer. Therefore one must be in subjection, not only to avoid God’s wrath but also for the sake of conscience. For because of this you also pay taxes, for the authorities are ministers of God, attending to this very thing. Pay to all what is owed to them: taxes to whom taxes are owed, revenue to whom revenue is owed, respect to whom respect is owed, honor to whom honor is owed.Let every person be subject to the governing authorities. For there is no authority except from God, and those that exist have been instituted by God. Therefore whoever resists the authorities resists what God has appointed, and those who resist will incur judgment. For rulers are not a terror to good conduct, but to bad. Would you have no fear of the one who is in authority? Then do what is good, and you will receive his approval, for he is God’s servant for your good. But if you do wrong, be afraid, for he does not bear the sword in vain. For he is the servant of God, an avenger who carries out God’s wrath on the wrongdoer. Therefore one must be in subjection, not only to avoid God’s wrath but also for the sake of conscience. For because of this you also pay taxes, for the authorities are ministers of God, attending to this very thing. Pay to all what is owed to them: taxes to whom taxes are owed, revenue to whom revenue is owed, respect to whom respect is owed, honor to whom honor is owed.
  • Romans 13:1 Let every person be subject to the governing authorities. For there is no authority except from God, and those that exist have been instituted by God.

I hope that at this time, you have considered the above and realized that the Bible holds so much truth, comfort, wisdom, answers and worthy information that we do not have to subject ourselves to worldly insecurities. We can have hope in the future when we have the Lord Jesus Christ guiding us through His word.

No matter what happens within our families, within our neighborhoods, within our countries, and within our governments, we know that God shall have the final say. He shall have guidance over all that is yet to come and His plan is greater than anything we can plan out ourselves. Trust in the Lord. Trust in the Word. Trust in a saving Grace.

Blessings to you my friends, may you have a wonderful day with no worries. 🙂

Have hope in the Glory of the Lord. That all shall be made new in His site.

Observations In a Broken World

Who are you going to choose to be during this crisis?

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I’ve learned a lot through my own experiences in life and here are a few things I take away from those school of hard Knox lessons:

1.  The Lord is the only one who can give peace and guidance.  True to the Word.

2.  In times of uncertainty there are two camps….those who trust in the Lord for guidance while doing their part to be part of a solution and helping others, and those who trust themselves as they have been given an uncanny sense of truth beyond the experts or those on the front lines of a crisis, and they serve themselves without any concerns for the wellbeing of others. In my personal opinion, they are part of the problem not the solution.

3.  There are people who have hearts willing to serve and help others while finding it difficult to serve themselves as they feel guilty for doing so, and on the flip side there are people willing to do more for themselves as they feel they are most important and entitled, without any guilt over how they lack in helping others.

4.  Finding meekness and quietness in spirit during a crisis is difficult. Many times one can only pinpoint two schools of attitude, there are those fighting for themselves and those fighting for the good of others. Thought neither is quiet about their desires, some of the voices make more of an impact than others.

In the last two days I have seen on FB, people calling their friends  “fear mongerers” because they posted someone’s testimony and experience about contracting the Covid-19 virus, I’ve watched others post about the injustice of our current leadership decisions and that it’s all conspiracy, and I’ve also seen many many more pitching in, making the most out a bad situation with ideas on how to help one another.   Ironically enough, this post is due to the impact a few hurtful words or ignorance shown to others I have seen. Even thought I’ve seen more helpful individuals making an impact, the ones that have been out for themselves and puffing themselves up has made more of an impact on me. It saddens me to see others speak against one another just to self promote themselves through ideology.

I was woken up this morning by someone who felt I wasn’t taking the conspiracy theory to heart, and they sent me more info they just felt I needed to have because they don’t appreciate the fact that I am trusting God over all politics.   

I am not spending my days in front of the news, I am not fearful of the virus (even though I am high risk due to my immunity issues, my lymphocytes already on overload with infection, and my damaged lungs from the pneumonia’s I have already acquired over the last 8 years, not to mention Lyme, co-infections, mold toxicity, MCAS, MTHFR, etc.), what I am however, very aware of is that our medical community needs to get a grasp on things before they can efficiently treat those who will need them.  I am already a statistic having Lyme disease and I do not want to be another by succumbing to this virus while there are not enough ventilators, medicinal products or medical staff to help me.  If the Lord chooses me to be one, then that is His will.  I trust in His decision.  I do not however trust in those who like to push their agendas on others because they fear human beings more than God.

I would like to strongly suggest, that if you are going to be a part of the problem and make people more miserable through this crisis, then please do so privately. Start a blog and allow others to follow you who want to hear you and commiserate with you. Do not wake people up with your agendas to try and spread fear of man.

If you want to be part of the solution, then please pick up the phone and call a neighbor or friend and see how you can be a blessing to them. Perhaps that one call was already a blessing. Post on FB stories of hope or fun things to lighten the load we are all experiencing.

Rant over.  Thanks for reading. 

Looking Back and Seeing Blessings

When I was first diagnosed with Lyme disease, EBV, co-infections, mycoplasma pneumonia, etc. etc. I wondered how I would survive and how I would get my life back. I’ve shared my story and I’ve shared my journey through Lyme and yet I am still in awe that I have been blessed with healing and have come so far. The Lord has given me strength when I thought I had none, he gave me hope when it was far reaching, he gave me His Word when I needed it the most.

I was asked a year ago, if antibiotics work, why don’t people hear about it and why aren’t those who are healed talking? Well, I responded with the fact that those who have been given a second chance at life are living it. They don’t want to relive the horror of Lyme. The exceptions are people like me who carry on trying to bring awareness and share with others so that they too can be educated on symptoms. Lyme is considered the great imitator for a reason. So many of todays throw in groups of diagnosis, when there is not an answer to “why”, can be and very likely may be Lyme disease or one of the co-infections. The testing is flawed on so many levels and doctors do not have the resources they need to diagnose.

I am one of the “lucky ones” you could say. I say I am blessed beyond measure. So are many others. They are sharing their stories in incredible ways. One such couple, I’ve been following since my journey began. This was one of the first videos I found on Lyme disease. I was heartbroken, and my adrenals went haywire with the emotional rollercoaster of this video, however, it gave me hope. Hope when I needed it the most, when the pain was excruciatingly bad, and when in most people’s eyes there shouldn’t be.

This video is still flourishing around and although its content is difficult to watch, I have to share with you before you watch it, that Justin and Christa now have 3 beautiful children and they are living normal lives. Christas journey is not unlike that of so many others that have followed in her journey since 2004. I am hoping that if you are watching this, you will remember that hope is something to hold onto, a mental place set in the mind when you need it the most. Pray about it and cling to it.

Be educated dear follower, Lyme and co-infections are the most widely spread vector borne illness in the country and in many parts of the world. Over 400,000 upward of 1 million are affected each year. Most of which are undiagnosed and or misdiagnosed. Putting that into perspective, Breast cancer has 264,000 new patient diagnosis each year. Hence you see the problem.

Here is Christa and Justins story:

http://www.justinandchrista.ca

My Story – Again

I am sharing my lyme story with a reporter who is sharing about Lyme disease and the affects it has. I want to make sure that this stays “my” story and am posting it here first. If you know it, you don’t have to read it again. If you want to be reminded of how important prevention is, and how much you need to understand the symptoms, read it again. I could on so many different levels been diagnosed at one time or another with: Lupus, MS, Alzheimers, fibromyalgia, rheumatoid, chronic fatigue, Meneres, and so much more. Between all of my symptoms, it’s crazy I didn’t get into one of the above throw in groups. Question your symptoms, question the doctors and ask WHY. Huge game changer when you start asking why and start doing your own research.

My Lyme story began long before I understood that it had. On a camping trip in the early 80’s to the eastern states I had become ill. Not thinking it was more than just exhaustion or something of that sort, I went along as normal. Approximately 1-2 months later, as I began my High School journey, I began having symptoms, of which at the time, the doctors had no idea what was going on. I was falling asleep every afternoon, I began having migratory pain in my legs, I had migraines and I also began experiencing Supra Ventricular Tachycardias. For someone my age, doctors had no idea what was going on. I grew up in MI and so even though Lyme was picking up attention in the east coast, no one really knew how to deal with what I was experiencing in MI.
My sophomore year in HS, I also had water on the knee, with no injury. This is classic for Lyme patients. I spent several months on crutches and it eventually was better. I continued throughout HS to have the above symptoms and in my mid 20’s my SVT’s were so bad that I ended up having a heart ablation. Again, the doctors could not understand why I was having them.
When I became pregnant with my first child, I “strange looking” stretch marks in places my doctor had never seen before for a pregnant woman. I found out later that these were bartonella markings. Our first child had a coroid plexus cyst on his brain, which ended up being nothing and he was born normal. Our child did experience, allergy type symptoms, unknown fevers, food intolerances all of which were strange to us since we had not had these types of symptoms in our family prior.
Fast forward a few more years, both of our children started having bartonella tracking, around the age of 8-10. They both were diagnosed Hypo thyroid and their adrenals were a mess. As for myself, their labs mimicked mine. I too was diagnosed with hypo thyroid, EBV, adrenal dysfunction, food intolerances, etc. Yet, no diagnoses. I was tested in my 30’s for parasites, rheumatoid, fibromyalgia, and so much more. Still no diagnosis.
In 2013, we now live in WI, I am tired and my adrenals are a mess, yet I keep going with my life as best I can. I remember starting to have trouble with my right ankle that summer. For over 2 weeks I felt like I was dragging my right foot. I was too busy to worry about it and thought maybe it was pinched nerve that needed to work itself out. I also noticed that when I was working in my garden I was getting dizzy and wobbly at times. This never happened to me.
Fast forward two more weeks and I fell asleep on the couch, which I never do, only to find that I could hear everything around me. I could not however, open my eyes. I had to physically use my hands to open my eyes and head to bed. I slept 10 hours that night, came downstairs the next morning only to find that I couldn’t stand up, was so exhausted I couldn’t function. I collapsed on the couch. I started having chills, felt sick, and was experiencing the worst exhaustion I’d ever felt. After a few days, it continued and I called my doctor. I was told that with the fact I go out to a farm, have two gardens of my own and I am outside most of the time, I should be tested for Lyme. I was also test for rheumatoid again. We did not do the CDC Lyme test, my doctor directed me to the IGenix test immediately. As the 3 weeks went by waiting for the results, I began having excruciating pain in every limb and throughout my body. I couldn’t remember names, I was having a hard time with cognitive thought, I was sleeping at least 18 hours a day if not more, I was confused and disoriented. When the testing came back positive I was relieved to have a diagnosis. I was very positive for Lyme and then co-infections. I sought out a medical professional that treated Lyme, of which took a more alternative and natural approach. I was happy with that and spent 2 years treating this way. While treating the Lyme this way, I also saw a chiropractor weekly, did weekly messages, had acupuncture every few weeks along with crystal light therapy, and I continued to be sick, I thought my life was going to forever be the way it was. I was bed bound for 10 months at the start and I ended up purchasing a wheelchair for anytime I needed to walk. If there was an activity, I had to sleep and rest for 3 days and then after the one day activity (of which I was only able to participate for half of it) I would have to rest 4 days later. My brain fog continued, I continued to have sharp pains that came out of nowhere at the most inconvenient time, I was dizzy, I couldn’t’ drive, I had terrible memory loss and word recognition was awful. I still couldn’t walk to the end of the driveway. I had acquired a virus that attacked my heart, I was dealing with Mycoplasma Pneumonia, EBV, Lyme, co-infections, diagnosed with Hashimotos and more.
After 2 1/2 years of this treatment plan, I decided to try another LLMD that treated with antibiotics. After just one month of antibiotics, I began to notice a difference. After 6 months of antibiotics, at high doses, a cocktail of 3 at a time, I was shocked to see the difference in my quality of life. My coughing was gone, my pain in my limbs was getting better, my brain fog was clearing up, I did not need the wheelchair any longer, I could actually participate in life experiences without having to rest days before and after.
Three years on high doses of antibiotics, changed out every few months, high pro and probiotics and changing my diet to accommodate, I can say I am almost completely in remission. I am trying a last treatment option which I am confident will close the box on Lyme and I will be officially in remission.
I am a Disney fan and have had several annual passes. I can now go to Disney without using a wheelchair, I can walk 9 miles in a day and do it again the next, I am thinking clearly and my brain fog is almost completely gone, I no longer have cognitive issues or work recognition issues other that that which is normal for my age which in my 50’s.
When my health started to return, I volunteered with the Wisconsin Lyme Network and have since become the president. I volunteer my hours trying to educate and bring awareness to this disease that is not the highest vector borne illness in our country and in many parts of the world. Our numbers are more than double that of breast cancer, far more than west Nile, and so much greater than even HIV. Even with these staggering numbers, our society and our communities do not understand what a small insect is capable of doing to the human body. Carrying infectious disease and destroying the inner workings of the body. We need to get the medical community to efficiently treat, diagnose and care for patients with accuracy, and we need our communities to take prevention seriously.
You may ask, why after so many years, did I “do ok” with my circumstance? We believe that either a second tick bite while I was working at the farm or a stressful situation triggered my full blown response. Adding in the story of my children, they both contracted it through me when I was pregnant. Of which, after all these years, the CDC has FINALLY admitted that transmission is “possible” through pregnancy from a mother to the child. This of course I’ve known for years, especially after watching Under Our Skin, documentary.

Touching Base the Disulfiram Journey

My beloved grandmother whose love knew no boundaries and whose adventurous spirit kept us all on our toes.

Checking In

It’s been awhile since I check in. I have a very good reason. On January 1, my birthday, I received the most delightful wakeup call from my grandmother. She called to wish me a happy birthday and we had the most wonderful conversation. Later that afternoon, I received a call from a family member that my dear sweet 94 year old grandmother had been taken to the ER with a brain bleed. She was living in FL and myself living 5 states away, I could not get to her that day as all flights were done and so on January 2nd, I flew down to be with her. On January 5th she passed on to be with the Lord. I did not return home until the 12th, as there was a great deal to do, as you could imagine.

I do not think that I could have endured the trip, caring for her those 5 days, the hospital environment (with 2 cases of MRSA on the same floor just a few rooms away), the emotional stress of losing a dear loved one whom I was extremely close to, and then the planning a small memorial breakfast and caring for her home and all of her little treasures without having been on the Disulfiram. The fact I did not get sick or come home and completely collapse is due to two things: God’s providential care and shielding over me, and my LLMD who prescribed me this protocol using the Disulfiram. I am absolutely certain that God’s timing is ever so perfect.

On January 6th I was scheduled to begin my 1/2 of a 250 mg pill of the disulfiram daily, and I did not falter on that. I continued on with my treatment. On February 3rd I began the 3/4 of a 250 mg pill M-W-F while taking 1/2 T-Th-S-S. Thus I am on my second week of this regiment. I have noticed:

  1. The pain in my right ankle is quite obviously much stronger. I have a difficult time walking around first thing in the morning and at the end of the day. In fact the pain at the end of a day is so excruciating that I cannot get comfortable and am unable to get the pain to subside. Going to bed is my only saving grace.
  2. Ok, so TMI….The body odor smell that everyone talks about on the blogs is very real. I’ve hit that stage and it’s making me crazy. Two showers a day sometimes is not enough. It smells like metal. Especially when detoxing.
  3. I was, I thought, done with my monthly cycle as it has been for the last two years only showing itself at 4-6 month intervals. Well, I had gone seven months and thought I was past it. Nope! One last hurrah? Not sure. I’m blaming the Disulfiram.
  4. I’ve been able to tolerate eating some fish occasionally. I’m very happy about that.
  5. I am tired and find myself taking more breaks from “life” just to rest. Yet, I am also more motivated to get things done. I’ve been cleaning like never before. I know, sounds crazy to feel both. I think that the energy I have to get things done and the motivation takes me just so far and then my body is saying “ok, break time”.

This Lyme journey has carried me through so many locations of emotions. I have felt near death, I have felt sadness and darkness along with loneliness and I have also felt overjoyed and praise filled. My thinking is every so clear nowadays and I am so grateful for the opportunity to be able to share with others this journey. I hope that one day, someone will be able to follow with hope after seeing that healing is possible.

My grandma used to wear my Lyme bracelet in recognition of Lyme disease. I was delighted to find it in her drawer after she passed. She was so happy that I was feeling better over the last few years. I’m glad that I was able to be there for her in the end of her sweet life and that she supported me with unconditional love throughout my journey of life. She is very missed and I am slowly working past my grief.

Love you forever grandma.

Proverbs 31:10-31

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