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My Story – Again

I am sharing my lyme story with a reporter who is sharing about Lyme disease and the affects it has. I want to make sure that this stays “my” story and am posting it here first. If you know it, you don’t have to read it again. If you want to be reminded of how important prevention is, and how much you need to understand the symptoms, read it again. I could on so many different levels been diagnosed at one time or another with: Lupus, MS, Alzheimers, fibromyalgia, rheumatoid, chronic fatigue, Meneres, and so much more. Between all of my symptoms, it’s crazy I didn’t get into one of the above throw in groups. Question your symptoms, question the doctors and ask WHY. Huge game changer when you start asking why and start doing your own research.

My Lyme story began long before I understood that it had. On a camping trip in the early 80’s to the eastern states I had become ill. Not thinking it was more than just exhaustion or something of that sort, I went along as normal. Approximately 1-2 months later, as I began my High School journey, I began having symptoms, of which at the time, the doctors had no idea what was going on. I was falling asleep every afternoon, I began having migratory pain in my legs, I had migraines and I also began experiencing Supra Ventricular Tachycardias. For someone my age, doctors had no idea what was going on. I grew up in MI and so even though Lyme was picking up attention in the east coast, no one really knew how to deal with what I was experiencing in MI.
My sophomore year in HS, I also had water on the knee, with no injury. This is classic for Lyme patients. I spent several months on crutches and it eventually was better. I continued throughout HS to have the above symptoms and in my mid 20’s my SVT’s were so bad that I ended up having a heart ablation. Again, the doctors could not understand why I was having them.
When I became pregnant with my first child, I “strange looking” stretch marks in places my doctor had never seen before for a pregnant woman. I found out later that these were bartonella markings. Our first child had a coroid plexus cyst on his brain, which ended up being nothing and he was born normal. Our child did experience, allergy type symptoms, unknown fevers, food intolerances all of which were strange to us since we had not had these types of symptoms in our family prior.
Fast forward a few more years, both of our children started having bartonella tracking, around the age of 8-10. They both were diagnosed Hypo thyroid and their adrenals were a mess. As for myself, their labs mimicked mine. I too was diagnosed with hypo thyroid, EBV, adrenal dysfunction, food intolerances, etc. Yet, no diagnoses. I was tested in my 30’s for parasites, rheumatoid, fibromyalgia, and so much more. Still no diagnosis.
In 2013, we now live in WI, I am tired and my adrenals are a mess, yet I keep going with my life as best I can. I remember starting to have trouble with my right ankle that summer. For over 2 weeks I felt like I was dragging my right foot. I was too busy to worry about it and thought maybe it was pinched nerve that needed to work itself out. I also noticed that when I was working in my garden I was getting dizzy and wobbly at times. This never happened to me.
Fast forward two more weeks and I fell asleep on the couch, which I never do, only to find that I could hear everything around me. I could not however, open my eyes. I had to physically use my hands to open my eyes and head to bed. I slept 10 hours that night, came downstairs the next morning only to find that I couldn’t stand up, was so exhausted I couldn’t function. I collapsed on the couch. I started having chills, felt sick, and was experiencing the worst exhaustion I’d ever felt. After a few days, it continued and I called my doctor. I was told that with the fact I go out to a farm, have two gardens of my own and I am outside most of the time, I should be tested for Lyme. I was also test for rheumatoid again. We did not do the CDC Lyme test, my doctor directed me to the IGenix test immediately. As the 3 weeks went by waiting for the results, I began having excruciating pain in every limb and throughout my body. I couldn’t remember names, I was having a hard time with cognitive thought, I was sleeping at least 18 hours a day if not more, I was confused and disoriented. When the testing came back positive I was relieved to have a diagnosis. I was very positive for Lyme and then co-infections. I sought out a medical professional that treated Lyme, of which took a more alternative and natural approach. I was happy with that and spent 2 years treating this way. While treating the Lyme this way, I also saw a chiropractor weekly, did weekly messages, had acupuncture every few weeks along with crystal light therapy, and I continued to be sick, I thought my life was going to forever be the way it was. I was bed bound for 10 months at the start and I ended up purchasing a wheelchair for anytime I needed to walk. If there was an activity, I had to sleep and rest for 3 days and then after the one day activity (of which I was only able to participate for half of it) I would have to rest 4 days later. My brain fog continued, I continued to have sharp pains that came out of nowhere at the most inconvenient time, I was dizzy, I couldn’t’ drive, I had terrible memory loss and word recognition was awful. I still couldn’t walk to the end of the driveway. I had acquired a virus that attacked my heart, I was dealing with Mycoplasma Pneumonia, EBV, Lyme, co-infections, diagnosed with Hashimotos and more.
After 2 1/2 years of this treatment plan, I decided to try another LLMD that treated with antibiotics. After just one month of antibiotics, I began to notice a difference. After 6 months of antibiotics, at high doses, a cocktail of 3 at a time, I was shocked to see the difference in my quality of life. My coughing was gone, my pain in my limbs was getting better, my brain fog was clearing up, I did not need the wheelchair any longer, I could actually participate in life experiences without having to rest days before and after.
Three years on high doses of antibiotics, changed out every few months, high pro and probiotics and changing my diet to accommodate, I can say I am almost completely in remission. I am trying a last treatment option which I am confident will close the box on Lyme and I will be officially in remission.
I am a Disney fan and have had several annual passes. I can now go to Disney without using a wheelchair, I can walk 9 miles in a day and do it again the next, I am thinking clearly and my brain fog is almost completely gone, I no longer have cognitive issues or work recognition issues other that that which is normal for my age which in my 50’s.
When my health started to return, I volunteered with the Wisconsin Lyme Network and have since become the president. I volunteer my hours trying to educate and bring awareness to this disease that is not the highest vector borne illness in our country and in many parts of the world. Our numbers are more than double that of breast cancer, far more than west Nile, and so much greater than even HIV. Even with these staggering numbers, our society and our communities do not understand what a small insect is capable of doing to the human body. Carrying infectious disease and destroying the inner workings of the body. We need to get the medical community to efficiently treat, diagnose and care for patients with accuracy, and we need our communities to take prevention seriously.
You may ask, why after so many years, did I “do ok” with my circumstance? We believe that either a second tick bite while I was working at the farm or a stressful situation triggered my full blown response. Adding in the story of my children, they both contracted it through me when I was pregnant. Of which, after all these years, the CDC has FINALLY admitted that transmission is “possible” through pregnancy from a mother to the child. This of course I’ve known for years, especially after watching Under Our Skin, documentary.

The Disulfiram Journey: Update

Magic Kingdom November 2020

I finished up week two and am on my third and final week of 1/4 of a 250 pill M-W-F. Thus far I’ve noticed:

  1. My tinitus is not as bad and I have to actually sit and think about whether or not I have any. I do still have some however, not nearly like it was.
  2. I defiantly get tired a few hours after taking, so next week I may switch to nights so that I can sleep through the tiredness.
  3. I have always been a car sleeper and we drove to Florida from WI and I was awake both full days without taking a nap. This has never happened so that alone is huge. Even after a full day of walking around Disney, I can come back to the camper and make dinner and do all of the dishes prior to resting. Again, another huge change.
  4. I feel more motivated and my thinking is very clear. My brain fog and name loss is getting increasingly better.
  5. I find that I have more issues if I do not drink enough water during the day or if I miss my supplements in a morning. When I say issues, I mean that I notice I’m a little off.

I am looking forward to seeing what happens next week when I take it every day. I am praying that they pharmaceutical company that makes it can keep up with the demand and I read recently on a post on FB that there is shortage and the expect it will be February 2020 before they are back up to speed with the demand.

Guess we will see. Have a wonderful week everyone. I’ll touch base after next week when I have had a full week of meds each day.

Touching Base, The Disulfiram Journey:

Picture of my flavored olive oils. Infused with limes, oranges, mushrooms and sage, dill and a butter flavor.

Day One

My two weeks of detoxing and preparing for the Disulfiram journey has ended and this morning I took my first pill. The dosage I have been prescribed is 250 mg. I am starting at a 1/4 of a pill, M-W-F for 3-weeks. Yes, I am starting out slowly. I’ve dealt with this disease for over 36 years, I can handle 1 more year, if that’s what it takes. What I thought was interesting was discussing this drug with the pharmacist. She simply said avoid alcohol. She didn’t clarify to the extent that I have researched. I think this is a warning to all….make sure you do your homework and make sure you are doing your own due diligence. Although the pharmacist should have also mentioned caffeine, vinegars, alcohol carrier, she did not. I brought them up to her and after a few moments she then acknowledged and confirmed what I was telling her. Take this as a warning, they will not tell you everything and you need to make sure you are taking precautions for yourself.

Last weekend we went to Chicago for the weekend and although I prepped for the meals out, I actually used very little of what I prepped.

Home brewed detox tea in smaller capped bottles one for each day. The two spray bottles held my flavored oils for spritzer on salad since I cannot have any dressings and the smaller bottles were selective herbs and pink Himalayan sea salt.

I was able to go through the menus and make up what I could have, telling the waitstaff what I could and could not have and the chefs did an amazing job.

For breakfast the first morning, we ate at Beatrix, I was able to have a coconut milk chia pudding with banana, toasted coconut, puffed rice and a diced up peach. It quite delicious especially with the mint on the top.

Coconut milk chia pudding with banana, puffed rice, toasted coconut and diced peaches.

For dinner, we went to Tavern on Rush and had a wonderful selection on the menu for everyone. I was able to order a baked potato , a side of grilled vegetables and a side of olive oil with some herbs. I basically at the grilled veggies with the potato with the Olive oil herbs they gave me. It was quite delicious.

Baked Potato with grilled vegetables. Asparagus, red and green peppers, zucchini,and onion with a nice lemon on top.

On the last morning the first place we wanted to dine was closed so we opted for option 2 and went to Hub 51 where the menu choices were a little more challenging. What do you eat when even the potatoes have milk and butter in them? I mean, telling them you are a GF Vegan that also cannot have anything with alcohol and vinegar is not easy. What they came up with however was fabulous.

Onion, red peppers, mushrooms sautéed and put into a corn tortilla with a side of avacado, salsa, rice and black beans. Wow! It was wonderful.

We had a great time, and going into today I felt more comfortable on this journey. I am prayerful that I have prepped and given myself full disclosure on what it’s going to take and how to protect myself from falling down. We will see.

An Old Journey Revisited, A Continuing Story of Hope

I write this in hopes that it will help others on this journey we call Lyme.

I started this blogging when I was so ill, trying to find a connection to others like me and to journal my thoughts moving through the Lyme healing. It’s been 6 years and I am happy to report that I am doing pretty well yet I am not completely healed. I will never be cured, however, I am working toward a remission state of healing.

My journey over the last 6 years has taken me through not just a journey of pain and healing, but a journey of growth and understanding. When I was at my worst, I never complained to God, I never sat back and felt sorry for myself, and I never turned away from my faith. I knew that the pain, which was 100 fold worse than childbirth (and that was really bad for me…), would be used for something, I didn’t know what, but I knew it had to. I knew that my memory issues, when I couldn’t remember names of people or words, would eventually resolve. I knew that one way or another, one day, I would wake up and live again. You are likely asking yourself how I could be so reassured when I was in such a bad state. Faith. I prayed that should “God Choose” to heal my broken body, then I asked him to allow me to help others so they didn’t feel alone or afraid and lose hope. I prayed asking that all of my own suffering be used and not wasted on just a memory. I prayed that if I should not survive this torment that was going on in my body, that I show grace through the journey of it and that I keep my faith strong as an example to others. As I write this, it sounds as thought I was not afraid at all. Quite the opposite, I had fear. I feared that my life on this earth was coming to an end and that my children would no longer have their mom around. I feared leaving my husband and not growing old together. Fear was there, I just didn’t dwell on the fear and I did not let it overcome my faith in God and my walk with Jesus Christ.

As it turns out, God did choose to carry me through that time and get me to a place of healing, and I found the strength to help others. My healing is not yet complete, and let’s be real, never will be until my body is in fact in the grave and I am with my savior.

But Jesus on hearing this answered him, “Do not fear; only believe, and she will be well.”Luke 8:50

Walking through the eye of the storm, I can see that there is hope for so many. I see the Lord opening windows and doors for others who are suffering. It’s a slow opening, yet it is opening all the same.

As I continue on the journey of healing, I have decided to take another leap of faith and try a new drug that doctors are starting to see improvement with when it comes to Lyme. This particular drug has been around over 70 years and has been used for one specific use, while other uses have also been proving to be successful. There is a lot to understand about it, it is still in clinical trials, and only a doctor who knows what to do with a patient on this drug should be prescribing. That being said, I have spent the last week and a half preparing my body for administration of this new treatment. I am hoping that anyone else out there, trying this, or wanting to try this, will stay following me and come along on this journey with me, sending support and encouragement. (Not financial support, I mean support to uplift.)

To begin, I have researched the heck out of this. I even have pages printed of things that interact with this particular drug, from medications to everyday household products to female toiletries including makeup and creams. I have watched researchers talk about the drug, been on the facebook support groups hearing stories of those gone before me and have been preparing my body.

I want to share what I have done in preparing myself for this so that anyone else can perhaps use it as an example of the things to do or not do. To start, I spent one week going through all of my supplements, herbs, tinctures etc. and boxed up what I am not going to be able to take. Since I am not allowed to eat, drink or use anything with an alcohol carrier, this is anything but easy. Many of my tinctures include some sort of alcohol carrier. Including vanilla extract. Vinegars and anything fermented are off all menu options. No caffeine either. So where does one go from there? I mean, I am already vegan because I have inflammation and pain with any and all animal protein. Well, let me share with you what else I have done and am doing.

The first week, last week:

  1. Cleared out all cupboards of supplements that are not allowed.
  2. Spent last week drinking only one cup of coffee each day to alleviate any sort of caffeine withdrawal.
  3. Stopped using all vinegars. I found instead flavored Olive Oils from Oro Oils. I have one that is infused with dill, one with sage and mushrooms, one with lime, and one with a buttery flavor.
  4. Gave up all alcohol. Finished my summer wines and did our October wine tasting at Cooper’s hawk and now I am done until I am done with this protocol.
  5. Got a baseline in my bloodwork so that my two doctors can watch my liver enzyme levels and my thyroid.
  6. Research Research Research!!!

So that was last week. This week, I am:

  1. Writing this blog post for others to follow and be encouraged through my journey and learning from what I have taken on. (Yay!)
  2. Stopped drinking all coffee. Rather I am drinking a home-brewed tea out of herbs from Mountain Rose Herbs in CO. It’s a special kidney, liver cleansing combination. I brew it till it steeps and then strain it. I then boil it down until it is half. I have been drinking 1-2 TBL. in hot water with a lemon slice each morning. Saving the extra in a glass jar for the next day.
  3. Ordering a medical bracelet or necklace so that if there is any emergency situation that needs attention, medical personnel are aware of what I am taking.
  4. Putting together a schedule of all of my supplements and medications, their times of day that I am taking them and how much.
  5. Finding recipes that are healthy whole food recipes that I can make with little fuss or minimal at that.
  6. I am going through my calendar and making sure that I have down days to rest.
  7. I have asked people to start praying for me and for my health. That this be the final step in getting my body into a remission state.
  8. Sitting in the Sauna M,W, F. Detoxing with Activated Charcoal and clay. I will also be doing Epsom Salt and Baking soda Baths on the opposite days once I start the new drug.

We are going out this weekend to meet with some friends we have not seen in a very long time. Meeting in the city. I want to be able to enjoy my time without making any mistakes that will affect my starting this next week. So I am:

  1. Packing little herbs containers with my favorite herbs to sprinkle on salads or on my veggies.
  2. Making my own dressings and placing them in little containers so that I can carry them without any issues in my purse.
  3. Packing my own snacks just in case. As well as some of my favorite sparkling water.
  4. We have planned out and made reservations at a few places that we know I can eat at safely. So planning ahead is always key.

You can see that I am likely going way over above and beyond what I need to do, yet for me, safety for my body and preparedness is important. If something that you put in your body takes 2 weeks minimal to get back out of your body, what about the preliminary intake of foods that will interact with the drug. That is why I have taken two weeks prior to beginning. I will be using this blog as a journal of sorts to share. So if you know someone with Lyme disease and who is considering Disulfiram, please have them follow along. I hope to help many more.

Next update will likely be next week after first day of my taking it.

May is Lyme Awareness Month

Most people do not remember being bitten by a tick or remember a rash. Take a look at
letter D. Perhaps that’s because they never saw the grain of sand?

I woke up this morning to another call from a friend whose one child is treating for Lyme disease, while two others had ticks pulled off of them this weekend. A fourth child they had treated a years ago and they are discussing the symptoms of a fifth child needing testing. I am so grateful that my friends can call me and ask me questions about doctors or where to send the evil critter that made the human body a host for destruction. Without experiencing the hell of Lyme disease first hand, I never could advise.

Are you a skeptic? I was once as well. In fact, I remember giving books on natural remedies for viruses and bacterias, diet and more, to individuals we were praying for in church who were afflicted with Lyme. Little did I know, God would offer me the opportunity to experience the pain and agony of Lyme. I remember praying that should God allow me to recover rather than die, I wanted to use the experience I endured to help others and bring awareness and education to those who do not know otherwise, as I once was. Would I change what I experienced for good health? Nope! I would not. Why? The way I look at it, I was given an opportunity to experience what so many experience so that I can give back. Give back to a community that is not being heard. Give hope to those who have lost all hope and to be an example of what others can attain.

Newsweek ran a story recently that Lyme is expected to affect over 2,000,000 people in the next year. Whether or not you agree, the science and the statistics are not unproven. Most of these folks are undiagnosed, or wrongly diagnosed and not getting the help they need for remission. Some may also be improperly treated, as we know that more and more doctors are not educated in proper treatments. For some reason, even hospital administrators are having their hands tied to the IDSA treatment protocols rather than the ILADS. The infectious disease doctors are not allowing Lyme patients to be given the help needed. They stop willing doctors from CME courses that would give them the tools for proper diagnosis and treatment. Why? Question of the day as we celebrate Lyme Awareness Month.

If you know someone who is battling Lyme, give them a hug, lend them an ear, make them a meal or just be a friend. Many have lost relationships due to a lack of understanding,

If you have not seen Under Our Skin, please watch it. It is on Amazon Prime at this time. Check your local theater listing as well as sometimes there are showings during the month of May as well.

Prevention is key. Make sure that you are protected from ticks by wearing light colored clothing, socks over pants and treat with Deet products or Permethrin. Make sure to do tick checks not just on yourself or your children, but also on your pets. (I should also note that this disease is not limited to deer ticks…any insect or arthropod MAY be infected and transfer. NOT ALL DO, but they MAY.)

To all the Lymies out there, I stand with you, fight with you and pray that we will one day have a voice that will be heard. Ticks bite and we fight! (Motto from Wisconsin Lyme Network)

There Is Hope and Help…

For many of us with Lyme disease, it’s so difficult for others to understand.  One minute we are doing everything that seems “normal” and the next we are in crash mode.  Our bodies just don’t operate with any consistency.  As I watched Under Our Skin again last week, I was reminded of how so many of us outwardly look “normal” to others, yet inside we are writhing in pain, exhaustion, and discomfort.  What is seen on the outside is quite different than what is going on inside.  While the outside looks content and at peace, on the inside there is a battle.  A battle of immunity vs. borreliosis.  A battle that isn’t won by either, as long as there is treatment, yet a battle that drags on without end in sight, so it would seem.  One side trying to overtake the other.

I remember watching the attached when I was early diagnosed and I wept.  I wept thinking there was not an end in sight for me either and that I would be just as bad as Krista.  Fortunately, at the end of the story, I found hope and was encouraged to look toward healing with a positive attitude.  It reminded me that what I was experiencing was nothing in comparison.  I looked at her age and thanked God that I had achieved 20+ years longer than she before crashing.  Her story is quite extreme, with some additional co-infections that riddled her body for several years prior to them finding out the cause.  It’s difficult to watch, yet it’s so real.  Her story is similar to Julie’s, in my last post, in that their co-infections and symptoms mimic one another.  If, you have the heart to watch, please do so with tissue and with the reminder that there is healing.

Lyme is nothing to mess around with, yet it is not something to be terrified of.  With the rates rising of Lyme disease, everyone should be aware of what kind of symptoms can be observed from just a tiny little tick.  The bacteria that can make a body deteriorate quickly may be small, yet they are definitely a large scale concern.  I encourage everyone to please understand Lyme, it’s affects on the body, learn how to recognize the symptoms early.  Before thousands of dollars are spent on trying to come up with a diagnosis.

Please remember also, when someone is diagnosed with Lyme, we don’t want to be defined by it, yet we want people to understand that every day is a balancing act.  Every day is a new day.  We cling to hope, even though we get frustrated, and we pray knowing that only God will get us through.  With my own experience with Lyme, I have said that I hope I can help someone else someday.  I hope that my own journey will be an example to someone else in a positive sense and that none of what I have experienced will be wasted.   Just as Krista has endured and shared, she also has educated which is what I am trying to do as well with this blog.   Thanks for taking the time to read and to watch.