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My Story – Again

I am sharing my lyme story with a reporter who is sharing about Lyme disease and the affects it has. I want to make sure that this stays “my” story and am posting it here first. If you know it, you don’t have to read it again. If you want to be reminded of how important prevention is, and how much you need to understand the symptoms, read it again. I could on so many different levels been diagnosed at one time or another with: Lupus, MS, Alzheimers, fibromyalgia, rheumatoid, chronic fatigue, Meneres, and so much more. Between all of my symptoms, it’s crazy I didn’t get into one of the above throw in groups. Question your symptoms, question the doctors and ask WHY. Huge game changer when you start asking why and start doing your own research.

My Lyme story began long before I understood that it had. On a camping trip in the early 80’s to the eastern states I had become ill. Not thinking it was more than just exhaustion or something of that sort, I went along as normal. Approximately 1-2 months later, as I began my High School journey, I began having symptoms, of which at the time, the doctors had no idea what was going on. I was falling asleep every afternoon, I began having migratory pain in my legs, I had migraines and I also began experiencing Supra Ventricular Tachycardias. For someone my age, doctors had no idea what was going on. I grew up in MI and so even though Lyme was picking up attention in the east coast, no one really knew how to deal with what I was experiencing in MI.
My sophomore year in HS, I also had water on the knee, with no injury. This is classic for Lyme patients. I spent several months on crutches and it eventually was better. I continued throughout HS to have the above symptoms and in my mid 20’s my SVT’s were so bad that I ended up having a heart ablation. Again, the doctors could not understand why I was having them.
When I became pregnant with my first child, I “strange looking” stretch marks in places my doctor had never seen before for a pregnant woman. I found out later that these were bartonella markings. Our first child had a coroid plexus cyst on his brain, which ended up being nothing and he was born normal. Our child did experience, allergy type symptoms, unknown fevers, food intolerances all of which were strange to us since we had not had these types of symptoms in our family prior.
Fast forward a few more years, both of our children started having bartonella tracking, around the age of 8-10. They both were diagnosed Hypo thyroid and their adrenals were a mess. As for myself, their labs mimicked mine. I too was diagnosed with hypo thyroid, EBV, adrenal dysfunction, food intolerances, etc. Yet, no diagnoses. I was tested in my 30’s for parasites, rheumatoid, fibromyalgia, and so much more. Still no diagnosis.
In 2013, we now live in WI, I am tired and my adrenals are a mess, yet I keep going with my life as best I can. I remember starting to have trouble with my right ankle that summer. For over 2 weeks I felt like I was dragging my right foot. I was too busy to worry about it and thought maybe it was pinched nerve that needed to work itself out. I also noticed that when I was working in my garden I was getting dizzy and wobbly at times. This never happened to me.
Fast forward two more weeks and I fell asleep on the couch, which I never do, only to find that I could hear everything around me. I could not however, open my eyes. I had to physically use my hands to open my eyes and head to bed. I slept 10 hours that night, came downstairs the next morning only to find that I couldn’t stand up, was so exhausted I couldn’t function. I collapsed on the couch. I started having chills, felt sick, and was experiencing the worst exhaustion I’d ever felt. After a few days, it continued and I called my doctor. I was told that with the fact I go out to a farm, have two gardens of my own and I am outside most of the time, I should be tested for Lyme. I was also test for rheumatoid again. We did not do the CDC Lyme test, my doctor directed me to the IGenix test immediately. As the 3 weeks went by waiting for the results, I began having excruciating pain in every limb and throughout my body. I couldn’t remember names, I was having a hard time with cognitive thought, I was sleeping at least 18 hours a day if not more, I was confused and disoriented. When the testing came back positive I was relieved to have a diagnosis. I was very positive for Lyme and then co-infections. I sought out a medical professional that treated Lyme, of which took a more alternative and natural approach. I was happy with that and spent 2 years treating this way. While treating the Lyme this way, I also saw a chiropractor weekly, did weekly messages, had acupuncture every few weeks along with crystal light therapy, and I continued to be sick, I thought my life was going to forever be the way it was. I was bed bound for 10 months at the start and I ended up purchasing a wheelchair for anytime I needed to walk. If there was an activity, I had to sleep and rest for 3 days and then after the one day activity (of which I was only able to participate for half of it) I would have to rest 4 days later. My brain fog continued, I continued to have sharp pains that came out of nowhere at the most inconvenient time, I was dizzy, I couldn’t’ drive, I had terrible memory loss and word recognition was awful. I still couldn’t walk to the end of the driveway. I had acquired a virus that attacked my heart, I was dealing with Mycoplasma Pneumonia, EBV, Lyme, co-infections, diagnosed with Hashimotos and more.
After 2 1/2 years of this treatment plan, I decided to try another LLMD that treated with antibiotics. After just one month of antibiotics, I began to notice a difference. After 6 months of antibiotics, at high doses, a cocktail of 3 at a time, I was shocked to see the difference in my quality of life. My coughing was gone, my pain in my limbs was getting better, my brain fog was clearing up, I did not need the wheelchair any longer, I could actually participate in life experiences without having to rest days before and after.
Three years on high doses of antibiotics, changed out every few months, high pro and probiotics and changing my diet to accommodate, I can say I am almost completely in remission. I am trying a last treatment option which I am confident will close the box on Lyme and I will be officially in remission.
I am a Disney fan and have had several annual passes. I can now go to Disney without using a wheelchair, I can walk 9 miles in a day and do it again the next, I am thinking clearly and my brain fog is almost completely gone, I no longer have cognitive issues or work recognition issues other that that which is normal for my age which in my 50’s.
When my health started to return, I volunteered with the Wisconsin Lyme Network and have since become the president. I volunteer my hours trying to educate and bring awareness to this disease that is not the highest vector borne illness in our country and in many parts of the world. Our numbers are more than double that of breast cancer, far more than west Nile, and so much greater than even HIV. Even with these staggering numbers, our society and our communities do not understand what a small insect is capable of doing to the human body. Carrying infectious disease and destroying the inner workings of the body. We need to get the medical community to efficiently treat, diagnose and care for patients with accuracy, and we need our communities to take prevention seriously.
You may ask, why after so many years, did I “do ok” with my circumstance? We believe that either a second tick bite while I was working at the farm or a stressful situation triggered my full blown response. Adding in the story of my children, they both contracted it through me when I was pregnant. Of which, after all these years, the CDC has FINALLY admitted that transmission is “possible” through pregnancy from a mother to the child. This of course I’ve known for years, especially after watching Under Our Skin, documentary.

Touching Base: The Disulfiram Journey

End of week 8

Well friends, I just finished my second week on 1/2 of a 250 mg pill M-W-F, with the other days of the week at 1/4 dose. I am much more tired however, I am wondering if part of that is the Bactrim that I am also on for the UTI. Throw in the holiday and planning the Gala, along with building my business, and of course I should be tired right? (wink)

Anyway, I have a few things that I have noticed in the last two weeks:

  1. While I’ve been able to walk around Disney no problem in the last few years, just walking the mall Christmas shopping made my hips, knees and ankles feel like lead weights and I had increased pain. This also made me much more tired.
  2. While my tints has been improving, this week it’s increased slightly. Not sure why except I think it may be the stress, and maybe the meds?
  3. Happy to report still no hot flashes. I thought I was having one one day and if it was it literally lasted about 2 min. and it was done.
  4. My blood pressure meds are making me cough more often than I think they should which brings me a slight concern, however, I will give it another month and see how it goes.

I wanted to share the tea I’ve been making to help me detox. I mentioned in in my last post and someone asked what I was doing. Well, one of my doctors had recommended making this when I first got sick. I am not recalling who came up with this recipe, however, you can order the herbs from Mountain Rose herbs in CO. That is where I got mine. They come in bags.

So I brew them up based on the dosage listed, let them steep, pour them into my tea pot and use 1-2 TBS each serving with hot water, lemon and a dash of Stevia. I do this in the morning. The brew usually lasts a few days then I do it again. I put it into a glass container and refrigerate between servings.

This tea is great for detoxing the kidneys. Also, I found that Beet Kavass is also great as a blood tonic. There is a great recipe in the Nourishing Traditions book. If you do not like that then make sure to eat plenty of beets with your salads, walnuts, avocados and watermelon are all great liver detoxing foods.

For another hot beverage, I make Pau d’Arco Bark tea. Again, boil it down and let it steep then add 1-2 TBS to hot water. I like to add the Stevia to it. Again, Mountain Rose Herbs. Pau d’Arco Tea is great for candida and actually helps to not only fend it off but will help break it down.

I’ve back slidden a bit on my eating with the holidays. I have eaten way too many carbs. I am working back to Whole Foods and salads with less breads.

So, that’s about all I have to report today. Looking forward to seeing what the next few weeks has to offer.

Don’t forget, if you are local, mark your calendars and keep watch on the WLN website for the details on the Gala in February. 2/28/2020. Won’t you help make a difference?

The Disulfiram Journey: Update

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I finished up week two and am on my third and final week of 1/4 of a 250 pill M-W-F. Thus far I’ve noticed:

  1. My tinitus is not as bad and I have to actually sit and think about whether or not I have any. I do still have some however, not nearly like it was.
  2. I defiantly get tired a few hours after taking, so next week I may switch to nights so that I can sleep through the tiredness.
  3. I have always been a car sleeper and we drove to Florida from WI and I was awake both full days without taking a nap. This has never happened so that alone is huge. Even after a full day of walking around Disney, I can come back to the camper and make dinner and do all of the dishes prior to resting. Again, another huge change.
  4. I feel more motivated and my thinking is very clear. My brain fog and name loss is getting increasingly better.
  5. I find that I have more issues if I do not drink enough water during the day or if I miss my supplements in a morning. When I say issues, I mean that I notice I’m a little off.

I am looking forward to seeing what happens next week when I take it every day. I am praying that they pharmaceutical company that makes it can keep up with the demand and I read recently on a post on FB that there is shortage and the expect it will be February 2020 before they are back up to speed with the demand.

Guess we will see. Have a wonderful week everyone. I’ll touch base after next week when I have had a full week of meds each day.

Daily Dose

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My daily dose of reality is that now that I am feeling better I am working.  Working more than I have in years.  From starting my own travel agency to growing Wisconsin Lyme Network, all while continuing to treat my Lyme and keep the house up.  Gee whiz, it’s an exhaustive process let me tell you.

Last weekend I attended a medical conference on Lyme disease and it was amazing.  I learned more than I think I needed to know. The good the bad and the ugly of the disease that plagues so many.  I makes me want to get involved more and more.  Especially now that our children are for the most part on their own.  ( still living here yet they do their own thing….)

I wanted to share two of my last posts from both my business as well as the WLN.  I will do this periodically as both are dear to my heart.

Why Use A Travel Agent

From Facebook:

Many of you know that Lyme is dear to my heart as our family has been directly affected by this debilitating disease. I am an advocate in finding ways to help others afflicted

5 years ago I was so sick that I couldn’t get to the end of the driveway without the use of a wheelchair, I slept 18-20 hrs a day, the pain I experienced was so bad that no one could touch me, I could recognize faces yet could not remember names, I could not remember how to get to destinations I had driven to for 6 years so I gave up driving (aren’t you all in WI glad I did?), I could not speak in complete sentences, my bloodwork mimicked Lupus and MS, and to say the least I was a complete mess.

Lyme disease is the top vector borne illness currently and it can no longer be ignored. I am working, or I should say volunteering, as President of the Wisconsin Lyme Network, where we are giving a voice to those who are too sick to do so. We are educating and bringing awareness through speaking engagements, farmers market stands, attendance at medical conferences, social media, walks and more. We are a 501(c)3 nonprofit that operates on donations. I am asking all of you to consider your 2018 charitable donation to be directed in this way.

Not aware of Lyme disease? Here are a few highlights:

Children, especially 6-10 year old boys are most commonly affected; they are the ones rolling around in the grass, in the woods and climbing trees. Lyme is not however, discriminating and affects ALL ages

Facial Nerve Palsy is one of the most common manifestations of Bb; the bacteria we call Lyme

Vertigo is a significant symptom

There are an estimated >400,000 new cases in the U.S. EACH year; Breast Cancer has an estimated 242,476 (as of 2015 CDC website)

Lyme is transferred NOT JUST BY deer ticks; any insect has the potential to carry the bacteria we know of as Lyme; Mosquitos, fleas, lice, spiders, any tick, etc. They have tested them folks, this is not a joke. Personally, I know of three cases in one year alone just from mosquitos in one state. They spoke of this at the ILADS medical conference….

In WI, surveillance of Bb has been going on since 1980. This is not a new disease.

EVERY state has reported cases with the exception of Hawaii. Those cases in Hawaii are believed to have been contracted outside of the state.

This is just a short list of symptoms and documentation. The symptoms are great, the bacteria’s are very real, this is not going away and we need to be educated.

Won’t you help us? Thank you in advance dear friends.

Did you know? WLN is a 501(c)3 nonprofit? All of us working with WLN are volunteers who do not benefit from any of the funds that we raise.
How do we raise the funds? At this time we are taking donations through several avenues. Our website allows people to make donations through paypal and a receipt of the donation will be sent directly.
Amazon Smiles. We are set up to receive donations as well and you should receive a receipt.
Facebook also has a donation site that one may choose to make contributions.
We have been receiving donations from each of these and this is what has helped us fund our updated new website, our logo, supplies for our farmers market display, sending one doctor and two Lyme advocates to this past ILADS conference.

What does the future look like for WLN?
Our future in 2019 looks like this:
A Lyme Mini Conference and a Lyme Walk, and sending 2+ doctors for training who have not already been Lyme trained.
How can you help?
If you need to make a last minute donation for that write off, please consider the Wisconsin Lyme Network as a place to donate.


Thank you for your support in reading my blogs and keeping me in your thoughts everyone.  I know I am absent from this blog quite often yet I am working on it.  :).  

 

Lyme Awareness Education

With May just around the corner, it’s important that people understand Lyme disease and chronic illness.  The warmer weather is approaching, the birds are chirping and the ticks are already awake and ready to begin their vampire behaviors.  As I look outside I see my son working outside to do some spring cleaning, I pray that he will be diligent about checking himself for the little buggers when he comes in to clean up.  I also pray that he will not find a tick nor be bitten by one.

Jenna’s Lyme Blog had a wonderful post yesterday that included a YouTube video of Dr. Alan MacDonald and his expert insight into this disease that has wrought our country and world with ailments in the healthiest of individuals.   He is a pathologist who has studied Lyme Disease for over two decades and worked alongside others who have and continue to pioneer in the study and research necessary to one day  better understand Lyme.  His interview is the most explicit and in depth that I have yet seen and for someone who do not live with Lyme, it is very much a learning opportunity that should not be missed.

Please take this time to view all three of the YouTube videos on his interview from the perspective of an expert pathologist.  In honor of those whom you know, love and pray for, please help us educate others and spread the word about Lyme Disease.  After all, May is Lyme Awareness Month.

Alan MacDonald, PhD; The Biology of Lyme Disease: An Expert’s Perspective: http://youtu.be/r8tESJVvM88

 

 

Why was I a guest?

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So many days sitting, waiting, healing and praying.  Praying for the return of the healthy, strong, fearless body that did not often sit idle.  I have not asked God “why pain? or why illness? or why me?” in this journey.  I guess I look at the adversity of life and know that it’s not about climbing the mountain to be close to Him, it’s about the nourishment in the valley.  After all, the top of the mountain is usually quite cold, brown and lonely.  The valley is warm, and green with lush grass and flowing streams.  It’s a place where the Lord can meet you where you are at, providing comfort, company and substance for healing not just for the body yet also the soul.  If I question Him and ask “why me” then I am not trusting His will for me.  What I have asked is “why has he chosen me out of so many”.  Chosen me to be a part of His kingdom.  I am a sinner whose sins are no less than anyone else, yet He has chosen me to be a part of an eternal plan.

As we sang in service yesterday, I considered the words in one of the hymns.  It’s a beautiful hymn whose words and musical components made my inner being stir. To not embarrass myself nor my family by falling down on my knees, I sat quietly praising Him in my thoughts as the words streamed out of my mouth.  How can I ask for any more than that which I am already blessed with.  After all, this life is only a warm up to an eternity!

Isaac Watts, 1707                                                                                                                        “How sweet and awful is the place, With Christ within the doors, While ever lasting love displays The choicest of her stores.                                          
While all our hearts and all our songs Join to admire the feast, Each of us cry, with thankful tongues, “Lord, why was I a guest?”                                    
“Why was I made to hear thy voice And enter while there’s room, When thousands make a wretched choice, And rather starve than come?”                                  
‘Twas the same love that spread the feast that sweetly drew us in; Else we had still refused to taste, and perished in our sin.                                        
Pity the nations, O our God Constrain the earth to come; Send they victorious Word abroad, And bring the strangers home.                                              
We long to see thy churches full, That all the chosen race May, with one voice and heart and soul, Sing thy redeeming grace.  Amen”

Matthew 7:13  “Enter by the narrow gate. For the gate is wide and the way is easy that leads to destruction, and those who enter by it are many.

Like a Crocodile…Silent, swift and deadly! (What I’ve learned about Lyme Part 2)

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(Like a Crocodile…Silent, swift and deadly!)

Lyme dis·ease

noun
an inflammatory disease characterized at first by a rash, headache, fever, and chills, and later by possible arthritis and neurological and cardiac disorders, caused by bacteria that are transmitted by ticks.

Let’s start with the definition:

1. It says transmitted by ticks, yet what it doesn’t say is that the bacteria can also be transmitted by sand fleas, mites, mosquitos and spiders. Not all of these carry the bacteria, just as all ticks do not carry the bacteria, however, there is research that has shown that these other biting insects can carry the bacteria that will make you sick. You do not have to be in the woods to get a tick bite either. If you have birds, bunnies, squirrels in your yard, you could get a tick bite. Ticks can hitch a ride on one of these delightful creatures and end up in your back yard. (http://articles.mercola.com/sites/articles/archive/2012/02/05/dr-dietrich-klinghardt-on-lyme-disease.aspx)

Also, if you find a tick on your body, you have to be extremely careful on how it is extracted. Once removed the tick can be tested by a lab or the health department to see if it contains the Lyme bacteria.

2. The bacteria is called Borrelia burgdorferi. Named after the scientist that discovered the bacteria in 1982. Bb as it’s called is a bacteria found in the spirochete class of the genus Borellia. A spirochete is the cork screw shaped bacteria that literally drills itself into it’s hosts cells taking it over and proliferating until the cell is destroyed. Once the spirochete is attacked by treatment it will release a biofilm protecting the DNA makeup and proteins which can make eradication very difficult.

3. The definition says “first by a rash”. Only about 60% of the patients with Lyme disease have had a rash and many (like myself) cannot recall a time of being bitten by a tick or of having had a rash.

4. “Later possible arthritis, neurological and cardiac disorder”. Unless of course you are like me, who started having chills, fever, limb numbness, fatigue, nausea, brain fog, and stabbing pains at the onset. If my doctor was not aware of my lifestyle and was not up to date with Lyme, then she could have looked at my personal blood tests and diagnosed me with Lupus or MS. As it was, she tested twice for Rheumatoid due to the high inflammatory markers showing up in my blood tests and my family history. At the same time, she started me on Lyme treatment and we ordered the IGeniX lab test to confirm.

Why IGeniX rather than the ELISA or Western Blot tests alone? “Two primary antibody tests are used to diagnose Lyme disease, the ELISA and the western blot. Doctors commonly order an ELISA first to screen for the disease and then confirm the disease with a western blot. However, current ELISA tests are not sensitive enough for screening and may miss over half the true cases. Because of this, the best antibody test to use for diagnosis is the western blot.” (http://www.lymedisease.org/lyme101/lyme_disease/lyme_diagnosis.html)

The most accurate test is the IGeniX tests. It takes several weeks and is not covered by insurance. Because the ELISA is most used as the first test and it’s accuracy is less than ideal, many cases go undiagnosed causing frustration on the part of the patient and the doctor.

Now let’s dig into what the definition does NOT say:

5. There are many co-infections that are equally as debilitating and difficult to diagnose. A few are:

a. Bartonella (one of mine)
b. Babesia (one of mine)
c. Rickettsia
d. Ehrlichia
e. Mycoplasma (one of mine)
f. Colorado Tick Fever
g. Powassan Virus
h. Q Fever
i. Tick Paralysis
j. Tickborne Relapsing Fever
k. Tularemia

The list goes on, you get the point. (For more information about any of these, just google the name and read away.)

6. Lyme Spirochetes have a 9 month life cycle, have 3 different stages of life, are difficult to kill, and unlike other bacteria that use the hosts iron supply, a Lyme spirochete has recently been found to utilize manganese.

“Scientists have confirmed that the pathogen that causes Lyme disease—unlike any other known organism—can exist without iron, a metal that all other life needs to make proteins and enzymes. Instead of iron, the bacteria substitute manganese to make an essential enzyme, thus eluding immune system defenses that protect the body by starving pathogens of iron.” (http://www.whoi.edu/oceanus/viewArticle.do?id=164849)

7. Conventional medicine recommends the use of antibiotics for treatment concluding that with their use Lyme can be cured. However, the spirochetes are difficult to kill completely due to their 3 stage life cycle and biofilms. Personally, everything I have read and researched on the matter clearly shows there is no conclusive proof that Lyme can be eradicated completely. (As my uncle said, who by the way runs a medical lab, “Get on the antibiotics to control the colony.” Notice he didn’t say to “cure” the lyme.) Most doctors recommend and insurance companies usually will only cover one month of antibiotics. With a 9 months life cycle is that enough?

I have one friend that found the tick on her, had it removed by the doctor, had the tick tested and was put on antibiotics immediately. Eight years later she is still dealing with the effects of Lyme. Once you begin learning more about Lyme disease, you realize that more and more people are suffering from the disease long after their doctor has claimed that they are “cured”.

8. Lyme is a bacteria. Bacteria love sugar. I am learning that the people that do the best are those that follow a strict diet change that includes low natural sugars, zero processed sugars and foods and those who are also strict about a gluten free diet. They also eat fermented foods and drinks along with herbs or foods that break down biofilms. They also work very hard at eating only organic and limiting their intake of toxins that could make them feel worse. Raw garlic, apple cider vinegar, lemon water and grapefruit extract also can help break down the biofilm aiding in killing the bacteria.

9. There are many treatment plans out there. There are many herbs that can also help with treatment, even alongside conventional antibiotic treatment. I have also learned that those who do better on antibiotic treatment are those whose doctors work with them to also boost up their immunity before and during treatment. (Currently, building my immunity, my adrenal functions and cleaning out my “gut” are the start of my personal protocol. I am also on microbial herbs strong enough that my doctor considers them to be like an”herbal chemotherapy.” )

Not all treatment plans are alike and people need to work with their doctors to find the right treatment plan that works for them and for their individual treatment. Some people do better with a treatment plan that someone else may not do well on. Because Lyme is complicated and the co-infections vary, people need to seek out the best option that works for them.

10. Many people with Lyme do not have the ability to detox. The “die off” of the Lyme bacteria and various other co-infection bacteria can build up in the body and cause what is called a Herxheimer reaction. This makes the body extremely sick, almost sicker than the disease itself. Many Lyme patients are unable to detox naturally. When a detoxing agent is added to the protocol many lyme sufferers will be able to clear out of their bodies the toxins that are being killed off. I was actually worse until the doctor added in Bentonite Clay, activated charcoal, and psyllium husk to my protocol. I alternate these, however, I find that the Clay works the best for my body.

11. The CDC has estimated that there are over 300,000 new cases of Lyme each year. In comparison, “The Centers for Disease Control and Prevention has reported 22,048 flu cases from Sept. 30 through the end of 2012.” (http://abcnews.go.com/blogs/health/2013/01/10/flu-season-2012-13-by-the-numbers-how-bad-is-it/) I’d say Lyme disease needs more attention by our medical community.

12. Chronic Lyme is REAL! I am a very living and breathing example of the disastrous affect of Lyme Disease. At the beginning of the summer I was tilling and weeding a garden that was the size of my house, weeding the flower beds around my house and my own personal garden, running circles around my kids and my family getting ready for camping trips and Highland Games. By the end of the summer, I couldn’t even pick my harvest of the season, nor stand long enough to grocery shop, or stay awake later than 8:00 at night. I had difficulty making meals for my kids and doing laundry for my husband. In fact, last February I was snorkeling in the Keys of Florida and lost 12 lbs. walking around the Walt Disney World parks. This past week I struggled to stay awake and to keep smiling at 5:00 in the afternoon while being wheeled around in a wheel chair at the Disney World parks. Disney is my all time favorite place to be and running to the rides and staying up late for the Extra Magic hours is what our family lives for. We enjoy the fireworks so much that we usually sit in our favorite spot for up to an hour just to see them. This trip, I have struggled to even stay awake to be able to see them and I’m not sure I’ve enjoyed them as I usually do.

Brain fog is another issue that is difficult to deal with. Yesterday I asked my husband if he was going to ride Mt. Everest with our daughter. Completely forgetting that he doesn’t ride rides, never has ridden that one and likely never will due to his own issue with vertigo. To say the least it did not bode well for either of us when he was frustrated with me for forgetting he had the vertigo and that he wasn’t going to be riding anything that swirled, twirled or sped around. What made it worse was that 2 hours previous I guess we already had the conversation with the kids and I didn’t even remember it. Ooops!

It is with great hope that if you know someone with Lyme or if you are recently diagnosed, you will find this information helpful and maybe even a starting place to help to understand Lyme.

This disease is real and needs to be taken seriously!

Please note: I am not a doctor, nor am I a licensed medical health care provider. I am only sharing some of what I have learned through months of research on a very real disease that I am currently suffering from. Work with your health care professional to find the best plan that works for your health and healing. I am not suggesting any specific treatment plan nor am I dissuading anyone from using what their doctor recommends.

Why should I care? (Part 1)

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Educating myself as well as my children has been something I have enjoyed since I began my journey of living a healthy lifestyle. Anything I did with my children when they were little was an adventure into the “why” zone. With the information now present on the internet it’s even more fun and sometimes can be a bit daunting. Whenever the kids ask me a question about something I’m completely unsure about, we research it and look for answers.

With my diagnosis of Lymes, and recent finding of several co-infections, I am finding my days filled with trying to answer the why question. Why does it hurt so badly? Why do I feel good for a few hours and then all of a sudden I feel like I’m on deaths door? Why can’t I stand longer than 20 minutes without feeling 3+ hours of pain in my feet and body when I finally sit down? Why does my right foot not want to bend, feels numb and just doesn’t work well 90% of the time? Why do I all of a sudden have severe shooting pains that come and go throughout different parts of my body that leave me disabled until it passes? Why do I think of things I want to say but the words don’t always come out or I forget 10 seconds after I thought it? Why is there no known cure for Lymes? Why do I also have multiple co-infections? Why me when so many others don’t care about what they do to their bodies, what they eat or drink or inhale? Why? Why? Why?

The list of my questions is long and unending. The more I learn the more I ask why. Most people could look at me (some have) and say, “Just take the antibiotics, find a project, rest and wait to feel better. Let the doctor’s tell you what to do and let them take charge of your health. After all, they are educated to know the answers. Why do you care to know about it? It would just freak me out, your better off not knowing.” Key statements that make me want to run to the Library of Congress, set up camp and stay until I’ve read every published study, report, article, and book written on Lymes and their wonderful debilitating co-infections. Don’t get me wrong, I am by no means anti-doctor nor anti-antibiotics. If I thought for one second that an antibiotic would heal me and actually get rid of the little buggers destroying my body I would take them. In fact, that may be part of my future protocol. For now however, I’ve done enough research, as has my doctor, to know that at this time my personal journey is difficult and weary and that my body needs more than heavy duty short term, expensive antibiotics.

When if comes to learning about the disease and it’s counterparts, I care because I am blessed to have a body that for 44 years worked well and supported me. It’s my God given, God designed body that I need to take care of. The more I know about this disease, the better off I will be to ask intelligent thought provoking questions that will help myself heal. Besides, whoever said that you needed to stop reading and learning just because you have a degree. I am an educated woman who feels that learning goes beyond the classroom door and actually begins with life skills. We teach our children memorization of dates, places, equations and names of important people, yet have we taught them to be proactive and free thinkers? Have we taught them to ask questions or to just listen to what we want them to know? Have we taught them or are we teaching them how to research everything and to be open to understanding the answers to why? If my children do not retain anything else in their school journey, they will remember that in order to help yourself in anything in life, you need to be completely informed. You need to research everything and don’t trust someone else to do it for you.

I have been asked over and over again about my illness, how I’m doing, why am I not on antibiotics yet, what is the diagnosis, how long before I feel better, etc. etc. Then, inevitably, if they are not like me and have the “doctors know all attitude”, they roll their eyes or get quiet and give me the bodily signs that they feel I’ve made every wrong decision in helping myself.

Little do they know, I have been going in to my doctors or health care professionals with questions or information that help us work together in my healing. I have the respect of my health care professionals and doctors because I care about my over all long term healing and am not just looking for the quick fix pill or idea that may help for the interim. Little do my critics know that while I sit day after day quietly waiting to feel “normal”, I spend countless hours researching every website I can find on Lymes. From Western traditional medicine to Integrative to Holistic. Oh, there are some very “quacky” ideas out there, and there are some very sad stories and videos that have scared me to tears. One even kept me up all night.

As I said before, I’m a college educated woman who does not easily fall prey to the latest and greatest. In fact, I am very aware of the effects of untreated Lymes and of the dangerous co-infections and my very low adrenals. For these reasons, I am being treated with protocols that are attacking the problems individually in hopes of long term healing. The disease may not be curable, however, the symptoms can be controlled. I love to research and will keep on researching until my journey comes to an end with this devastating disease. I look forward to sharing with you in the near future what I have learned and hope that you will find my sharing to be an inspiration for you to keep on learning.